And-drea :B

-Angry face-

2010-09-19T21:32:00.004+08:00

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGG! This week has been -BLEH!- killer :/

But i sit next to Wynne for almost every lesson plus i'm with V for maths(:

V is plain annoying. Haha, Ryan would know :P

Actually some lessons are still okay, just maybe for amaths & lit & physics. HAHA. -FAIL!- We had dinner with BFF & her family on friday night(:

Went to th soup place at clementi(:

Then we had ice-cream and fries!! :D

Haha. Bff, Ariane & i had a tub of cookies&cream from Island Creamery ^^

Super shiok!! & 5kids ate 5packets of large fries! HAHA. -FAT!-

Then saturday had tution :/

Daddy send me to school & picked me up(:

Then mummy, daddy, Ariane & i went for finner at YMCA(:

BFF & Ken's family was there too.

I realised my dreses are mostly dull colours :/

Plus i only wear them once or twice :P Haha.

We took photos so waiting for Denise to upload(: Today passed some small boy his sweets :P HAHA.

& he didn't say thankyou ):<

Th best part is when i texted him saying he didn't thank me, he said he can rap.

WHAT TH PONG?!

Stupid boy. If you see this, i'm still angry btw.

Didn't go to occ today so i stayed home and studied(:

Had viewing. -I can't wait to shift house-

And even thought i'm super tired, i'm here.

Why?

I can't tell you now, but i will soon(:

Time passed us by too fast

2010-09-14T22:44:00.007+08:00

I officially have no life. HAH.

School ends at 4pm everyday, WHOOOO~!

Omg, i can just die right now.

I guess th starting is kinda okay, but i think things will only get worse.

Oh-wells! What to do?

I sneezed many times ):

I think its about 10, haha.

& my voice sounds different :/

Shucks, i can't fall sick now ):

Today was freezing in th hall, idk why also :/

&&&! NAOMI BIT MY LEGGGGGGGGGGGG!!

She said i tasted weird :/

Wynne and i are gonna wrap out pencil boxes tmrw (:

Plus i'm gonna make my mini diary (: (:

Haha, i read Diary of a Whimpy Kid :D

Its a cool book! ^^

HAHAHAHAHA, we got a fc :D

I have a feeling naomi would join us soon. -EXPAND-

Time to take medcine and sleep!!

I hope i have a dream tonight (:

For me, having a dream is like a treat cause i seldom get dreams ):

GOODNIGHT!! (:

-Thinking-

2010-09-10T01:15:00.004+08:00

Who is it really?

Amirah says you can't sleep cause you're thinking of smth/smth's on your mind. Well, that says a lot. -SIGH- Idk what am i supposed to do, i want to laugh. I want to laugh it all away. I want to laugh all th hurt i'm feeling away. I want to laugh until i cry. I want to laugh you away.

I spent th day at home, mostly alone ): Chehcheh pangsei-ed me. And i saw 2lizards when i was alone ): ): I wanted to scream, but who would hear me? So i kept my mouth shut and pretended like i never see anything. I managed to do some work today. But i got super short attention span!! I ended up doing my nails with th comp and tv turned on :P Bff just fell asleep. But nvm, cause i've got someone else to talk to me :)

Tmrw gonna go for cluster thingy at either west or east coast. I honestly can't rmb :/ then after that most likely gonna go cycling then maybe pool. (Y) a day with church friends always makes me happy :)

I have 10mosquito bites and some are bleeding :/ Why? Chehcheh only has 1 ): Anw, i'm gonna sleep alr. GOODNIGHT!! :D

So much i wanted to do but didn't

2010-09-08T22:26:00.005+08:00

I know i did.

Today was ~~productive~~. Heh.

At least i did smth k, plus i taught daddy th sine rule ^^

A car almost knocked me down,

But i don't need to say what happened la.

Not important :)

Ariane said smth super stupid today in th car.

She asked mummy, : Mummy, when i'm 16, will you be v old?

Mummy : Not v, i'll be 10 years older than i am now

Ariane : Then will you be v cranky?

Me : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, stupid question Ariane.

I ate Ben&Jerrys today ^^

And i told mummy smth, i told her that if my future husband wants me to be a housewife and cook, i need a pretty apron ^^ hehe.

IDK LAAAAAAAAAAAAA!! ):

Bff, its difficult. Idw to carry on like that ): I know its 2more months only, but it'll seem v long for me. Esp since things are like that. And btw, i don't dare ask Chow about what i told you. Hah. Maybe somethings are better left unsaid :P

Idw to be gulliable, someone teach me how not to be. Idw to get hurt anymore.

Bless th broken road

2010-09-04T18:18:00.002+08:00

Its been 1 month, its time i moved on.

You're never gonna come back, its time i realised that.

Bless the Broken Road

I set out on a narrow way, many years ago

Hoping I would find true love along the broken road

But I got lost a time or two

Wiped my brow, kept pushing through

I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you

Every long lost dream led me to where you are

Now those who broke my heart, they were like northern stars

Pointing me on my way into your loving arms

This much I know is true

That God blessed the broken road

That led me straight to you

Yes He did

I think about the years I spent, just passing through

I'd like to have the time I lost, and give it back to you

But you just smile and take my hand

You've been there, you understand

It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true

Every long lost dream led me to where you are

Now those who broke my heart, they were like northern stars

Pointing me on my way into your loving arms

This much I know is true

That God blessed the broken road

That led me straight to you

But now I'm just rolling home into my lover's arms

This much I know is true

That God blessed the broken road

That led me straight to you

I just havem't found you yet, and i know He will.

I live in self-denial

2010-09-03T23:17:00.001+08:00

Don't you see?

I'm not th only one for you,

But you're th only one for me.

Note to self

2010-09-02T19:06:00.004+08:00

Never run after you've been crying for 1hour, You won't be able to breathe Plus you'll have phlem stuck And i don't know if this is related but, You'll start sneezing too. You'll fall vvv sick. Just like what i feel right now.

Someone just give me a big does of panadol, or any medicine.. I feel super sick. My whole body is aching and i'm shivering. Best. I seriously love myself for being so stupid at times.

Th best 202 days of my life were spent with you

2010-09-02T16:47:00.003+08:00

Why can't you see that it isn't a maybe anymore? I'm back. For good. But where are you?

I still keep a few letters, i still have a few things that are yours. When i miss you, i take them out to read.

And just like a natural reaction, i cry.

No one knows, isn't this fun?

Fooling everyone around me, letting them think i'm okay.

When i'm with others, its easy to pretend.

Th hardest part is being alone. When you don't reply. When i'm left dangling, holding on to what's worth. I didn't know better, i made stupid decisions. I thought i didn't have a choice, but now i know i do. And you don't know how much i need this chance. I know better, i know what i'm suppsed to do. But why won't you let me in? I've lost th one person that means everything to me. I want to take a walk, with no place in mind. Just continue walking until my legs give way and i can't walk anymore. No one can contact me, no one's gonna find me. I'm gonna be all alone, forever.

To my bestest

2010-08-30T12:14:00.003+08:00

Dear Bestest,

If you see this; always remember that you'll have me standing by your side supporting you and encouraging you no matter what happens. Even if its th most difficlut thing to, supporting your decisions, i'll always be here. Never think that you're in this alone cause you'll always have me. I can't wait till th end of th year, i promise i won't make mistakes.

I'll never get my happy ending

2010-08-27T16:05:00.001+08:00

Life sucks. Period. Fullstop.

A photo

2010-08-14T17:54:00.003+08:00

Thursday (12august)

We all studied for ss and didn't touch lit. HAHAH

KEL's fault, msLee said she'll dance plus buy us ice-cream if our whole class pass.

And my class is will do anything for food :P HAHAH.

&&&! I studied Venice only and it came out!!

WHOOOOO!~

Hahah, i cross my fngers and toes hope i can pass.

Friday (13august)

Had compo and geog paper 1.

Papers were okay la, i don't know how much i can get but oh-wells!

I met mummy for lunch then ahma and mahmah came too.

I bought a new toothbrush! :D

Heheh, its pink ^^

And i even packed up my room! :O

HAHAH, i changed my bed sheets plus swept and mopped my room.

Today had cell in th morning at my house :)

And i'm gonna watch fireworks later! :D :D :D :D :D :D

I gtg already :)

I need to study a but more before i can go out :/

Don't lie to yourself

2010-08-11T20:41:00.005+08:00

OMGGGGGGGG! I feel like dying :/

How long will this lasttttttttttttt? D:

First day and i want to die already :/

Still have until end of th month -BLEH!

My brain is dying, omg :/

I hate this. I HATE THIS! ):

Someone take me away please ):

Everyone is falling sick ):

I want to fall sick also, then don't need to go through this :/

I went to see fireworks on monday ^^

WHEEEEEEEEEE! :D

So pretty ^^

But very loud, i couldn't hear myself of ch :/

Plus i keep on covering my ears.

But it was super duper unltr mea nice and pretty :D :D :D

Mummy says it has to do with th people you see it with :)

Does it?

Heheh, but i had super fun time :)

THANK YOU CH, RYAN & YOUR FRIEND :D

Remember we were supposed to watch th fireworks last year? You recorded down th rehearsals cause you said you wanted to watch it with me when you send me home. I remember there was a heart shaped one and i still remeber where you showed it to me. There are somethings i'll never forget cause its hard to. Th hardest part was finding out you were with someone. Oh-wells, you seem happier now. And we're still friends, i guess. You said you'll be there if i need help with anything or just someone to listen to me, i wonder if it still applies now, especially when we treat each other like strangers. What happened to everything? I wonder if you'll ever read this. If you do, please let me know.

Anyway! I'm supposed to be studying!

TSKTSK, Andrea uh, Andrea.

Omg, i'm going crazy :/

Beaches ^^

2010-07-21T18:26:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAHA, guess what? I sprained my ankle.

Best.

It was like th first thing that happened to me today :/

Lessons haven't even start and this has to happen -.-

No one needs to know how it happened cause its kinda a long story.

Did some MOE survey after assembly. HAHAH.

And someone was freaking irresponisble la, still want to become monitress.

Please la, don't be so thickskin and bitch about us so early.

When they leave you, we'll have th last laugh :D

I'll love to see what happens to you if they leave, it'll be fun :)

Abby, Cristy and Wyesyn put more disagree and strongly disagree than anything.

And because of my stupid ankle, i couldn't go down th stairs properly :/

But th best part is that during pe, TPT didn't even believe me -.-

She still make me skip la!

Still ask me 'to go slowly' -.-

Stupid.

Skipped 300 in 35mins. HAHAH!

V dideither 700 or 800, Wyesyn did 500plus i think, Naomi did 1000 and even Wynne Tan did more than me :/

She did 5oo i think.

Th rest of th day was okay la, hahah.

I think.

At least it turned out okay in th end :)

Cabbed home cause i can't imagine myself walking home even from th nearest bus stop :P

Mummy gave mesome ankle guard but i got no idea how to use it, so its kinda useless until someone teaches me how to use it.

Oh-wells! What to do?

I got to go already, mummy wants me to meet her for dinner somewhere.

I've got to leave at least 5mins earlier cause i confirm will take longer then th usual time i take to get there :/

This sucks.

And you suck too! :D [Not just any 'you', a certain 'you' formed by deposition]

HAHAHA, i've been studying too much :/

I guess some people are in your life for a reason.

2010-07-12T21:53:00.005+08:00

I really do wish i could stop hurting you.

Celebrated Shanice's birthday yesterday at Ken's house :) Managed to do at least a bit of work, HAHA.

I didn't go school today ): Had super bad pain almost everywhere. But i still went to find mummy and ate lunch with her :) And i've been thinking a lot. I've e-mailed certain people to clarify things, i hope things work out. I'm confused and lost ): And D called me!! :O HAHAH. And thank God i had to cook dinner :p Yes, i cooked dinner. I made porridge with eggs and stuff ^^ I'm awesone :D HAHAH. Ariane said its nice :) :) :) :) And i'm gonna submit my dpa thingy like soon. I'm scared ): I scared not accepted ): I asked chehcheh to help me edit :p

Oh-wells! I gtg already :)

Almost believing this one's not pretend.

2010-07-08T18:29:00.006+08:00

Oral was GREAT! -yeah right.

Hahah, i could feel my ears burning :/

But at least i didn't have to ask th teacher to repeat th topic :)

Had to be 'quarantined' after oral cause they won't let us go until 3pm -.-

Waited for V and Wynne then went home :D

7july2010

Naomi's birthday :D

Our conference was ultimate FAIL! HAHAH.

8july2010

I didn't go school today.

It was super retarded.

I already got ready for school and was about th wear my shoes when daddy asked for my laptop

I went to get it for him then my tummy hurt, like really a lot ):

Told mummy and she asked me to stay at home cause she thinks i have stomach flu -Like Ariane!

So changed out and went back to sleep. HAHAH.

End up is gastric :p

And i'll forget th world that i knew

But i swear i won't forget you

Oh if my voice could reach back through th past

I'd whisper in your ear

'Oh darling i wish you were here"

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Friends that last :D

2010-07-05T21:32:00.002+08:00

I really don't have much to say here anymore, i guess its cause people already know :)

I feel like deleting this blog, its a waste of time

Plus people might get th wrong idea of what i'm trying to say

Ohwells! I love my church friends :D

Happy birthday daddy! :D

2010-06-23T17:32:00.003+08:00

YO! :D

Hahah, went to th dentist today :)

And th dentist help me level my front tooth ^^

Looks better, even mummy says so :)

But feels weird from inside, hahaha.

I got super wet just trying to get to school :/

Thank God Alesha was there with an umbrella.

HAHAHA, met Cristy and Abby at th guard house and they were soaking wet.

At least only my shoes and socks were super wet :p

Today's daddy's birthday

Going out for dinner later ^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! :D -even though i know you'll never see this :/

Mummy, Ariane, Alesha and i woke daddy up at 12mn to wis him happy birthday :p

And all he could say was 'uhm'. HAHAHA.

Anw, i gtg already :)

Gonna bathe and get ready to go out ^^

Church camp rocks! :D

2010-06-22T18:04:00.003+08:00

HELLOOOOO! :D

Omg, its been ages since i've been here. HAHAHA.

Church camp was awesone :D

First night coudn't go out cause th rest haven't arrive yet.

Second night went for supper with BFF, Denise, chehcheh, Owen and Kun (SIAO EH! :D)

There was this cat that followed my chair! OMG.

BFF and i stayed at th lobby cause i wanted to wait for someone :p

Talked awhile then went up to sleep! :D

I forgot what happened in th day but i know i had loads of fun :D

Th only thing i really really really remember was talent night ! :D

DANCING QUEENS!! :D :D :D :D :D :D

Third night went to Ryan and Will's room with BFF cause both our sisters disappeared. HAHAH. Last night spent with same people, just without BFF and Ian.

I really love church camps :)

But next year no more church camp, only got cluster camps ):

But at least better than nothing la ^^

I'll do anything to have church camp as a church again :D

Anw, i got to do last minute work cause i totall wasted th whole holidays :/

But at least i made new friends, patched up with certain people :), and found someone to teach me amath! :D

HAHAHA, i gtg already.

Dance.

2010-06-05T16:10:00.003+08:00

Ohgosh D:

I can't find proper dance steps for th dance ):

Tmrw is like somehwat th last practice date and we haven't finalise anything yet.

And some people are not even turning up for any practices.

Like that how to dance?

Might as well don't dance,

Don't even reply any of th text or tell me or Tina whether you're coming anot.

If you're not committed, then you shouldn't be dancing in th first place.

People went through a lot just to get this done and your don't appreciate it.

And not say your are very fast learners

I doubt your can learn everything your need to know in 2 practices when even those who have been coming everytime hasn't even learned it finish.

Forget it, i'm just gonna ignore everything.

Chinese Os D:

2010-05-28T23:54:00.005+08:00

Helloooooooooooooo! :D

I'm not supposed to be here, so i won't stay for long.

Yesterday went for parent's cell BBQ at Ken's house.

Got this baby damn cute! :D

Super chubby and like to lean on you when you carry him ^^

His name is Christon/Christen (:

K la, th pictures not very clear cause don't want to bring him near th smoke which is somewat th only place light is coming from.

Nichloas was there too (:

Went up to Ken's house after a while to learn church camp dance.

Hahah, girl's just look dancing 'sorry sorry'

Went home quite late and was a bit sick ):

Slept straight away after taking medicine.

Today went blading at westcoast with Bff, Jiashyuan, Yongsiang, Ian and Ken.

HAHAH, Yongsiang can't blade.

And if not for Jia, i confirm plus chop and stamp fall dowm at least 10times.

But cause we rent for 2hours, my leg was super pain after that ):

Went to Subway to rest for a while then went off.

Took 31 wit Jia and went home (:

I'm damn scared for chinese Os ): ): ): ):

But i've been studying, i really pray i get at least a B4.

I'll do my best and leave th rest to God :D

Tmrw got alpha, then sunday Yongsiang giving us last mintue revision until 8pm.

I really pray its enough, i don't want to retake chinese.

I want to get it over and done with th first time so i can concentrate on other subs

Anw, i gtg already. My watch just rang, its past 12mn.

GOODNIGHT! :D

Happy birthday to you :)

2010-05-24T21:41:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARIS KOH SHI LEI!! :D

BEST

2010-05-21T19:58:00.005+08:00

My results are like th best so far, seriously. HAHAH.

English - B4

Emath - B4

Amath - E8

Chinese - C5

Pure Geography - C6

Combine humans (Lit/SS) - D7

Combine Science (Chem/Physics) - C6

HAHAH, L1R5 is 32 points. HAHAH, i think ITE also dont want me already.

V and WyeSyn still talk about DSA-ing to ITE.

Please lor, they confirm in th end O level results come out better than mine lor.

And I'm still considering whether to go JC or Poly ):

I'm not those study type plus if i want to take Child Psycholgy is Ngee Ann, confirm got damn a lot of competition ):

-SIGH- ): ):

I just did my testimonial, its dumb.

No one else does their town testimonial or assist their teachers whatt.

Forget it, nevermind

And btw, my chinese improved ^^

2010-05-03T12:34:00.001+08:00

I LOVE HOON JIASHYUAN :D

snoressssss.

2010-04-27T23:39:00.005+08:00

Hello. Isn't it amazing? It's 1139, I am asleep but I am posting. HAHA :) hmm. hmmmm. hhhhmmm. whinessssssss. k goondnight. Love you Andrea Judy Wong.

90th

2010-04-14T23:21:00.004+08:00

HI :] I feel damn motivated to study. Hahah. I'm gonna mug for mid-years, prelims and Os. And i don't know what else to say alr, hahah. I don't want to take nafpa tmrw ): ): ): I feel damn fat :O hahah. Plus i got no idea how am i going to run th Pl 'we R one' run thingy. Hahah, gonna run with Vic :) Daddy's coming back tonight :) Plus uncle Ricky said got offer for our house :) Hahah. Hopefully can shift house so i can find my long lost 'treasures' :D Hahah. Anyhoo, i'm going to sleep alr. I'm tired (i'm always tired, why?).

Hunny, i never felt better.

2010-03-31T21:30:00.004+08:00

Omg, HI HI HI HI HI HI HI HI ! :D

Hahah, kk. Nevermind, i think i'm too stressed ): Didn't go to school on monday and tuesday, quite bad ): Hahah, but i'm better alr :)

Andandand, TMRW IS NATS !! -omg, omg, omg, omg-starts freaking out and jumping up and down.

I have event tmrw ):

I just ended tution and i feel so smart :) :) :) hahah.

Kk, to those taking part in competitions and might read this ; ALL TH BEST TO YOU GUYS, I LOVE YOU ALL AND TH MOST IMPORTANT THING IS THAT YOU TRY YOUR BEST. RUN YOUR BEST AND GIVE YOUR ALL :D NO MATTER WHAT TH OUTCOME IS, WE'LL STILL STICK AS A TEAM :) -Aww, i sound so sweet. Hahah.

Anw, i gtg and write someone's letter. Hahah, kinda overdue like quite long. And btw, i cut my hair. -for those who haven't seen it yet, i'm not an ahlian :/

I _ you :D

I LOVE CHEW HOUSE

2010-03-27T20:54:00.000+08:00

Sports day was like freaking FUNNNNNNN ! :D Haha, CHEW HOUSE WON ! CHEW HOUSE WON ! CHEW HOUSE WON ! CHEW HOUSE WON ! CHEW HOUSE WON ! CHEW HOUSE WON ! CHEW HOUSE WON ! CHEW HOUSE WON ! CHEW HOUSE WON ! :D :D :D :D :D :D I still rmb th feeling when they announced th placings :D Omg, we were practically jumping and hugging everyone la ! :D omg, sports day was like a super nice and fun day. I'll never forget all th fun we had :D

TH CHEW COMM PEOPLE:

I really enjoyed very single moment sent with you guys. You guys were always there for each other and even though th skits thingy created quite a big problem, none of you were discouraged and stuck by each other :D There will be no more chew house meetings at th podium and no more dance practices till 7plus and at maplewood park anymore. BUT I STILL LOVE YOU GUYS ! :D :D :D We must still rmb each other k ! _and must wave at each other when we see each other. I can't say how proud i am of each and everyone of you, because we worked hard our efforts paid off and we won OVERALL CHAMPIONS ! :D Thankyou guys :D

Haha, kk. That's about all i wanted to say :D

14January :D

2010-03-23T00:39:00.003+08:00

HiHi :]

Haha, kk. Just finished th script for english tmrw. I'm screwed tmrw la ): I haven't finish my chem hw ): I'm gonna die ): Plus tmrw got training ): Haha.

I think i'm gonna go crazy ): Mrs D came back today :) :) :) :) Haha, she took our class :) I prefer her to __ ____ ___ x) Haha.

And someone asked me a really random question last night/this morning. Haha, so i gave a weird and random reply :) Haha.

kk, i should be sleeping. Tmrw still need to wake up a bit earlier to make breakfast for someone :)

Today celebrated chehcheh's birthday :) Pepper, YongSiang, Karen and Qians came over to suprise her :) Haha.

Omg, i'm freezing ):

2010-03-11T10:59:00.003+08:00

Omg, i'm freaking cold today. Don't know why also. HAHA. We went to MAPLEWOOD PARK for pe !! HAHA, and Vic, Wynne and i actually ran like 6 rounds la ! HAHA. Now having english -.- And everyone is like on fb or twitter or youtube. HAHA. I don't feel like going for training ): ): ): ): I wanto go home and SLEEP !! :D

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HAHA, idk why i typed it out also. Haha, i just felt like typing it. HAHA. Kk, i'm going crazy -.- BYEBYE ! :D

I'm suffering

2010-03-05T21:46:00.005+08:00

Omg, i totally can't do e-learning. I'll rather go to school then stay at home and look at th comp for so long :/ I didn't even complete much la, only 1 physics quiz (That takes only 30mins) -.-

Omg, and today had self-training. Almost failure, HAHA. We went from serangoon staduim to hougang stadium then to SRJC. Haha, both serangoon and hougang stadium occupied -.-

Did passings, taught sec 1s how to use starting blocks, did 200m and full run for 4x100m. I IMPROVED FOR 200M !! :D :D :D YAY ^^ And i need to run on both saturday and sunday cos Dayna got stomach flu ): THANKS AMIRAH, JASMINE AND ANNUCIATA FOR COMING DOWN TO HELP :D

BTW, I LOVE SALLY TAY ! :D -she ask me to type one :/

I'm gonna freak out tmrw ): ): ): ): ): And i have a feeling i'll cry. SO, NUR AMIRAH BTE JASMAN, YOU MUST COME K !! Haha.

Good luck for all those who are running tmrw :D :D :D :D All th best :) LOVE YOU GUYS :D

I'm stuck in th middle, again

2010-02-26T11:30:00.005+08:00

I didn't go school today ): Feel super bad, my whole body and esp my _____ (don't bother highlighting, there is nothing there) Those who know will know. Supposed to watch Valentines Day today one, but so many people cannot make it ): Plus Gen told me that wednesday was th last day, i was super scared la ! ): Maybe going to watch tday, idk. See how. Signed th confirmation slip for O levels and i cried ): Idk why either, i'm too stress? And Mdm Ho didn't allow me to drop amath, so it adds to th stress.

I've never been so afraid of hurting and not listening to someone.

Idk whether it is a good thing or bad,

But before things get anymore complicated,

I'm backing out. Sorry.

Hey soul sister

2010-02-23T23:11:00.002+08:00

Currently, i have like super a lot of things on my mind. And i love these few songs :D

I love these songs ttm :D Plus, Cristy is officially my hunny :D But i cried today during training ): Super stressed/confused/lost. I don't like ):

Anw, i gtg alr. I still owe people letter ):

HAPPY V DAY / CNY IN ADVANCE :D

2010-02-13T14:52:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was quite fun, haha. And th best part was that SUMAY CAME BACK TO SCHOOL !! :D :D :D :D I was quite stunned when i saw her la! Haha, omg. At first when i walked into class i thought it was someone from another class, then Naomi was like "Andrea, look! Sumay!" HAHA, i know a bit slow la. Still trying to get SuMay to create fb account. During th performance i sat all th way in front cos Debbie was late so i sat with Naomi. Naomi keep on hitting me la ): Haha, but quite fun la.

After th performance we went up to class. I have 2 flowers :) Haha. And th bless th community thingy was freaking funny la. Cristy, Abby and i were one grp and we finished early so we went to th provision shop to buy drink :) then we cam-whore like mad. Haha, we did self-timer multiple shots. Haha. Started off with only th 3 of us then slowly Gen, Shelley, Delfina, Vanessar and Debbie came in. We kinda failed once cos th camera dropped after th first shot. HAHA, we all screamed la.

Went to pick up Ariane otw back to school then went for th cny lunch thingy. Texted a few people and Tasmin was in front of me. HAHA. Left around 2, home-ed, slept for a while then went out for dinner :)

Bought balloons fot v day presents alr :) And shop'n'save was freaking crowded la, i queued like 15 minutes to buy 3 things -.- But i'm going to my grandmother's house soon so i'll do it another day :) BYEEE ! :D Btw, I LOVE YOU HUNNY ♥

I wish i can look into th future each time before i commit to anything,

so at least i'll know how much it'll hurt me in th end,

and from there i can decide whether its worth it.

Tmrw have geog paper ):

2010-02-10T14:30:00.002+08:00

Yesterday's training was one of th worst trainings ever ): I was practically dying la, haha. And i swear Camilla is crazy. HAHA. But cool down was quite fun :) :) :) And now Vic knows smth that only her and Debbie knows, omg. Quite scary. After training went to buy bubble tea but long queue so we played at th playground :D HAHA, imagine Amirah, Evan, Rosalind, Serene, LiXian and me at th playground. I played th sea-saw and swing with Amirah, HAHA. We talked for like super long and had somewhat a htht with Amirah. Haha, she knows me too well. I can't hide anything from her. And she actually knows everything, like literally everything. Stayed there until around 8pm then cabbed home with Amirah and Serene :) Amirah talks sense, like always.

Anw, today's test was quite okay :) THANKS TO VICTORIA YAP YIN YEN :D i love you ttm la ! :D Your notes were freaking helpful, haha. And i first time wrote so much for both questions. But after emath, Cristy, Debbie, Abby and SiLi went home -.- So i sat with Del, she's quite nice la. HAHA, i can't believe i just said that. I went home early also, but still later then them. And now i'm alone at home. I'm supposed to be studying for tmrw geog paper. Haha.

BYEEE :D

At cell :)

2010-02-05T20:52:00.000+08:00

HELLOOOOOO ! Haha, i'm like using Sally's phone now :) Quite cool :) :) :) Haha. Sally's toenail th menicure dropped off !Then she was like 'ohmy ! My nail drop off !' when she was talking la ! Haha. Freaking funny, Tina and i laugh like mad la. Haha. Our cell today is like 3 people only, haha. But smaller grp = nicer :) Haha. I got nothing else to say alr. Haha. BYEEEEE !! :D

Sad face ):

2010-02-05T16:56:00.003+08:00

HIIIIIII !

Today was killer la ): I had 3 tests and i cried ): I screwed up amath ): Its like no matter how hard i study for amath, i always fail ): Super demoralising la ): ( I just forgot what i wanted to say :/ )

Stayed back for a while with Debbie to discuss chew house things. Chew house gives me stress too ): HAHA. But its okay cos i love chew :D I'm gonna meet Sally later first, and i'm super lazy to leave my house ): I feel like sleeping la, haha. Cts starting on monday ot 22 feb ): STRESS STRESS STRESS )': But i'm going out on 22feb alr ! :D Haha. I'm gonna mug over th weekends so don't bother texting me cos you'll just be distracting me. Haha. Okayokay, i realised by wearing my specs i look like some nerd so i should be a nerd :) :) :) Haha, okayokay.

So far th upcoming important things are cts, sports day and nats ! ):

PHOTOS, PHOTOS & MORE PHOTOS !

2010-02-02T22:58:00.014+08:00

IN CHURCH: HAHA, THESE ARE LIKE SOME SUPER OVERDUE PHOTOS. HAHA. ( THIS PHOTO IS IN MY WALLET LA! ) :D :D :D DURING CAMP :) OUR CLASS T-SHIRTS SUPER CHIO RIGHT?! AND THIS IS WHAT YOU GET WHEN YOU ASK SHELLEY TO TAKE PHOTO. YOU GET MANY MANY PHOTOS. THEN TH FINAL ONES, HAHA. COACH JIAWEIIIII !! HAHA. ON TH BUS ( I CAN'T RMB IF IT WAS TO OR FROM SENTOSA ) HAHA ! I LOVE THIS PHOTO LA! HAHA, I'M STANDING NEXT TO COACH MARK [omg, so freaking cute !!] AND WYNNE IS NEXT TO COACH KHIM [our beloved camp instructor]:D AND THIS IS WHAT TINA AND I DID IN CHURCH, HAHA. WE WERE BORED LA.

Haha, okayokay. I finally uploaded th photos, like after a million years or smth.

Ytd's training was quite bad cos i'm still aching today and today had some meeting thingy. Haha, out of like 20 odd people only 8 turned up. HAHA. Yana and i had to drag Amirah there, but we had fun :) And i got slapped on th leg super hard by Amirah and she actually sat on my legs! Omg, thank God i didn't really need to sit on snyone's legs. Stayed back for a while with those at th meeting cos mr Goh bought us drinks :) Haha. And THANKS AMIRAH FOR YOUR TEXTBOOK! :D Home-ed with Debbie, Yana, Shafiqua, Naomi, JiaMin, Sherine and Melissa :) Laughed a lot on th bus, haha. But in th end, i was alone when i alighted ):

I've been trying to study since th camp but i still don't understand anything ): Anw, i gtg alr. Its like quite late alr. Haha, BYEEEE! :D

What if i don't wake up tmrw?

2010-01-27T19:35:00.005+08:00

Today started lessons in th ava room :) Its good cos got aircon and that Debbie and i can sit tgt, BUT IT HAS NO RECEPTION ): ): ): And we're gonna be there for like quite some time ): ): ): SORRY LOVE!

Forget it, i should be studying. And some human being hasn't text me ): I should go alr la, STUDY STUDY STUDY! Bye ):

Studyz!

2010-01-25T21:25:00.003+08:00

HEEEEELLOOOOOOOOOO! :D :D :D I'm kinda super happy today :) :) :) I don't know why either :) Today's lessons was like can die la, haha. Started with getting caught for talking during assembly -.- And Lena Koh took away my wallet/ Then had geog and mrs Ong talked for 1 hour straight ): Omg, my eyes were going to close. Plus Debbie wasn't sitting beside me ): Then had break followed by 1 hour emath then 1 hour amath ): ): ): ): Super duper dry. Had lit then LUNCHHHHHHH :D

Met mr Lee during lunch cos he wanted to talk to Debbie and me abt chew house things :D Took out some of th previous years banners and stuff ( super dusty la ). Then had chinese :/ Guess what? I got 11/50 for my paper! Omg, freaking dumb la! I didn't even understand th passage -.- At least we ended early, i couldn't stay inside th freaking hot AVA ( which had no reception! ) all th way at th back [EATING!] HAHA.

Went for lunch with Debbie, Gen, Vic and Vannessar opp school :) Laughed a lot but had to go back for dance :D There were like super a lot of people la! 15 in total :D :D :D So good :D And cos i was late, Vivian tried to teach me part of th dance. HAHA. She was so proud of me when i finally got it la! :D Haha. Then we learnt most of th dance alr :D :D :D ITS FREAKING NICE LA! Haha. Talked abt chew house stuff and laughed super a lot! :D HAHA, i'm an avatar leh! Haha, we have th bond ( you know their hair, at th end after they plait it )! :D Haha. Omg, cheerleaders are th funnest people to be with :D Left around 6 plus, supposed to go back with Debbie but i saw daddy :)

Picked Ariane up then went home :) I just did th emath quiz, i swear my brain is fried from everything i did today. Seriously, i can take like 15mins to do 1 question :/ HAHA.

AND I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HERE!! OMG, SOMEONE STOP ME FROM USING TH COMP. HAHA. WHAT HAPPENED TO REMINDING ME TO STUDY?! [i think its useless anw]. Okay, you know what. I should re-attempt th quiz again. Maybe i'll get full marks :)

BYEBYEEEEEE LOVES :D

I'm studying, belive it anot?

2010-01-24T19:44:00.002+08:00

HIHIHI :D Haha, i'm at Ken's house :) :) :) He's making fun of me la ): With Sean Tan ): But he is like teaching me chem an amath :D Haha. He's such a NICE GUY :) (sometimes)

Today finally gave out th presents, th super overdue ones. Haha, Ryan's one is like th biggest and most comfortable :) Haha. And right, only 1 person never thank me la (so ungrateful right?) HAHA.

Okayokay, i gtg alr. Ken and Tina are like scolding me cos i'm not supposed to be here. HAHA. i;m supposed to be studying !!

BYEEE! :D

I still can't do amath ):

2010-01-21T21:56:00.004+08:00

Today was quite funny :) All i rmb was amath when ms Wong was trying to explain th questions in th tys but she keep on blocking th answers (cos she is vertically challenged!). Then she said smth like "I can't possibly hang upside down and write th answers right?" HAHA. And she complained that th markers in our class all no ink one, but she said "Th pen all no writing." HAHA. So cute right?! :D Then in th end she took 2 whole periods to go through like 4/5 questions. HAHA. And i didn't understand a word SuRongMei said today, all i know is that she punished me for not bringing my book by standing up for 10mins plus writing th beginning plus ending of th story 2 times :/

But today th construction super noisy ): It started even before 10am la! Like our first period start alr ): Freaking noisy.

And today had class comm/monitor leadership training -.- We sat in th ava room for like 2 hours and i needed to pee! ): But i didn't need to go for training cos of th workshop :) Haha.

I super guai today la! I brought my pe shirt PLUS pe shorts and was even th first few to run finish th 5 rounds, my socks could see th footprints and i pinned up my fringe :D (Y) ^^ I'm a nerd :)

And before th workshop, i met up with Sueann, Ashley, Jia Shyuan, Jasmine and Bindhu to discuss chew house cheers :) And from that like 1 hour 'meeting', i can conclude that Sueann is super rubbish. HAHA. She did super a lot of random and funny things. But couldn't even come up with a cheer :/

Btw, CHEERLEADERS!! Next practice is on monday :D Get ready k :) We trying to get th dance studio to practice :) Chew house is gonna win th cheerleading this year :D (Y)^^

I gtg alr, i'm supposed to be finding my graded assignment and not blogging -.- BYEEEEE! :D Lovelove ♥

Dancing in th moonlight

2010-01-19T21:26:00.005+08:00

HI HI HI HI HI LOVE :D I was like supposed to upload th pictures i took with some human beings today, but my super duper clever and self-service sister took th damn camera to her 2 day-1 night chalet. Gonna print somemore pictures tmrw (maybe). And i wanna get a new wallet, those kind where you open up can see th small small pictures inside :D Haha, cos i'm gonna print many many small pictures to put inside my wallet :D

Today quite a lot of things happened that affected th whole class. But its okayyy :D We don't blame them :) And Debbie and i gonna print class shirts by this week :D :D :D (Y) ^^v

Today's training was fun :D Haha, Amirah, Camilla, Evan and some others stayed back in school to do sec 1 auditions. So for short dist, i was th oldest :D Haha. Even Vic is younger than me :D I saw smth super gross/freaky while running 3k, i freaked out la. And Vic was like asking me to calm down :/ Haha. And and and, today i used my super chio spikes! :D Haha. But a bit dirty )': I heartpain la! ): ): ): I like th feeling of running with spikes :) Like can run faster like that, super cool. Cool down was th fun-nest :D Haha, instead of walking one whole round Rosalind, Jasmine, Vic and i walked th 100m route 4 times. Haha. Then i forgot for what reason but Jasmine and Vic started calling my name super loudly then i was ignoring them (But i was laughing super hard la!) then Jasmine sudd jump in front of me and scare me only. And Vic walked off like even before she did 200m -.- I think Jasmine and i looked like retards jumping on th track in our socks la! Haha. Cos th track was a bit wet from th rain so we were finding dry spots to walk on. So must jump one, haha.

Home-ed with Serene on 153 and i reached home just before it started raining :D Anw, i got nothing else to say alr. I'm being bitten by super a lot of mosquitoes and i got to sleep alone tonight.

Goodnight love :D

I shall upload one of my favourite-est photo :D Its like our BFF annual picture. Forget it, i can't seem to upload last last year's photo. Anw, I LOVE MY BFF :D

My sad life.

2010-01-17T21:08:00.004+08:00

Today took pictures with many many people, like finally. Haha. Took with Dione, Sally and Ryan :D And Ryan bend down when we took a picture la! Haha. Aww, so sweet :) Then i won't look so short, i wanted to tip toe one. Haha. But NEVERMIND, he became shorter :D Haha. But th USB cable got problem la ): ): ): I can't upload th pictures ): I feel like crying ): Anw, today th thing i did th most id SLEEP :D haha, only some people know why :) Haha. Didn't go for dinner with mommy they'll cos i was sleeping and some kind soul told me they going to Island Creamery -WITHOUT ME ): And i haven't even eat my dinner, i don't feel like eating la. Andandand, tmrw is HOUSE MEETING :D :D :D haha. I'm like super excited la :D Haha. Chew house is gonna be th best this year :D Haha. But when mr Ng and mr Teo found out, their reaction was super mean la ): Haha, they also don't believe Debbie and i can be in class comm. Haha.

Anw, tmrw i end at 3.45pm ): Stupid chinese lessons. I gtg alr, gonna try ad upload th pictures another day, maybe at someonw elses house.

BYEEEEE! :D

I'll move on from here, goodbye.

2010-01-16T21:39:00.003+08:00

I'm gonna concentrate on school things now :) Gonna set my mind focused on school work and nothing else, not even you :) It still hurts knowing that you'll never really know how i feel right now, but i'll move on :) Even if i don't it doesn't matter cos i'll put you aside for th time being, until after Os. Then we'll see how things goes from there. Hopefully by then i would know where i wanto go in life and what i wanto do. You're like my bestf, you are th only one who knows me inside out but still accepts me as who i am. You never did judge me once and was always there for me in my darkest moments. I never did have to tell you how i felt, somehow you just know. That's why i find being around you very easy, i don't have to pretend to be someone else when i'm with you. We can talk on th phone for hours without stopping, there is always smth to talk about when i'm with you :) Thanks for being there :) But now its time for me to go on without you, i got to do this alone. Goodbye love :)

Don't bother guessing :)

I'm gonna be a nerd

2010-01-14T21:27:00.003+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOO peeps, i won't be blogging for like a million years or smth. I'm gonna mug like some nerd. My school did quite well for O levels so we didn't have school on tuesday :) Woke up early early to send Ariane to school and then went with mummy to buy my spikes :D ITS SUPER CHIO LA! Its white with red soles :D haha.

Today's training was shit la, haha. Got only 1 successful sec 1 that managed to stay throughout th whole training. And super a lot of things pissed me off la, people don't know how to use their brains and think. And cos we celebrated LiXian's birthday before training, most of us felt like puking. Haha. Mine came like late la, only when we running th last thing then i felt super sick. Haha. But i'm okayyy alr :D

Anw, i gtg alr. I'm not even supposed to be using th damn comp! Btw, my cousin tutoring me amath :D (Y)^^v Haha. And Debbie is chew house captain with me as vice-cap :D

First post for 2010

2010-01-04T20:19:00.007+08:00

I'm bored, haha.

Yesterday went out with Tina, Ryan and Ken :) Watched Avartar 3D at CenturySquare :) But we had to wait like 3 hours for th show, haha. But th show was nice :) Sat beside Ryan and he forever talking one. Cos he watch th show alr in HK so he keep on telling me what's gonna happen all that. Then i thought Tina sleeping la! Haha. We laugh super a lot inside. Supposed to take bus with Ryan home but Ken's parents send me home in th end :)

Today school was freaking boring la, i was falling asleep. Haha. And someone told me to bring books for school when actually don't need at all, clever right? Haha, only few people know who she is. Today also had super a lot of long talks, and i was like late for 2 out of 3 of them ;x Haha. And i was freezing in school ): I was sneezing like some idiot la ): But th canteen food is nice-er alr :D (Y) ^^ haha. They changed vendor so th food also change. And i like my seating arrangement :D Debbie is on my left and th wall is on my right :D :D :D Haha. I love th wall :D And now school ends at 1.25pm instead of 2pm :D (Y) ^^v And Debbie and i wanna become class monitor :D Haha, we told mdmHo alr :) Whoever read this MUST vote us k! :D Plus mrLee ask Debbie and i to help him with th chew house comm :D Haha. He actually texed us :) :) :) Haha.

Alesha is in 1-5 and Jael got into my school also :) (Y) now got more BC people in PL :D Haha. So far got Joanne, Alesha, Jael, Ariane and me. Plus still have all th old girls like chehcheh, mommy, Stephanie and Michael :) Haha.

I saw mommy and chehcheh in th canteen after some talk by th level head so went for lunch with them at serangoon. Ariane looks super cute in th uniform la, haha. And her buddy is like p5 but only half a head taller than Ariane. Haha, Ariane is just tall :) But i was taller than EVERYONE wearing th uniform there la! :D :D :D Haha, but someone just had to spoil it all ): Uncle Larry send us home cos we missed two 53s :) And i fell asleep ;x Haha, i'm super not used to waking up so early.

I tried doing my hw after i woke up but idk how to do anything! Omgosh, someone must help me! ): I alr got someone to help me with chinese and science. But i think i need help for like everything la ): That's how scared i am now. Plus we have this stupid camp to psycho us to study harder (i think). Its just dumb, plus i can't celebrate my Sweet 16 cos of O levels ): I'm scared enough as it is, so please, don't talk to me about O levels. I'll freak out.

Anw, i wanted to upload some photos of christmas and countdown but th stupid comp today freaking lag. Christmas was th bomb and so was countdown :) Bff and i went crazy, go fb and see th pictures :) There's a video too, i think. And i met th 2 cuttest boys at th chalet :D They are Lester and Leonard :D :D :D Lester likes to hold my hand and Leonard asked me to share my drink with him, so cute right? :D Haha, Leonard is th older and a big bigger size one while Lester is th younger and thinner one with a mole near his mouth :) Haha, i still rmb :D And on 1dec, i climed th spider web at pasir ris park for th first time :D (Y) ^^v

I should go alr, i should me trying to study. But someone haven't wake up, and if he doesn't wake up no one can help me with my science ): FASTER WAKE UP LA !!

Geog is gonna kill me one day

2009-12-30T15:47:00.004+08:00

Btw, i did half of th stupid geog assignment in 2 hours. Which super duper kind soul can help me MUST tell me asap k! :D Must hand in by 31dec 11.59pm. And Tan YongSiang is super irritating ;x Haha. BYEEEE! :D _____________________________________________________ OMG, SOMEONE HELP ME ! )': I'M GONNA DIE SOON LA ): ): ): I NEED TO SUBMIT SOME STUPID GEOG HW WHICH IS COUNTED FOR MY CA1 AND IDK HOW TO DO ANYTHING ): ITS ABT FOOD GOEG. AND CHEM IS KILLING ME TOO )': I FINALLY FOUND MY SCHOOL FILE AND I DON'T RMB A THING ABT MOLE ): SOMEONE JUST KILL ME SO I WON'T HAVE TO SUBMIT MY HW AND TAKS O'S NEXT YEAR.

TH GEOG THING IS TH WORST )': SOMEONE PLZ HELP ME ): ): ):

Coffee-Shop Kindness.

2009-12-28T13:13:00.005+08:00

BOO !

Haha, i miss some human beings alr ): Haha. Can't wait for countdown chalet :D And i haven't even touch my hw. HAHA. I don't even know what hw we have so good luck to me when school re-opens. Haha. Cristy said she also not doing, so at least i won't die alone(i think).

Christmas was super duper ultra FUNNNNN! :D :D :D Haha. Amirah, Aleeya and Priscilla came for th chinese service cos they can't make it for th english one. They wanted to drag me to changi airport la! Haha. But th hall like quite empty all that. But th english one super fun :) Haha. At first i quite nervous, but went high with BFF they'll :D Haha. Took pictures with many human beings :) Haha, and first time take with someone. Haha.

I gave out cookies :) Got people say nice leh! Haha, means i can bake :D But i never actually tried my cookies cos i don't like nuts :/ Haha. And i still haven't finish all th presents ;x Haha.

After everything Bff & i wore somewhat th same dress, haha. Then we went for dinner/supper at 511 :) Kenneth was with us also cos his parents not in singapore. Then daddy send him to Jeremy's condo, i also don't know who lives there.

But Bff & Jeremy's family wento Bangkok alr ): Only will see them either on thursday or sunday. Haha. I got so much to tell Bff la! :D And btw, I MISS YOU! ):

Now, time for SOME pictures :D Before makeup with Sally :D But i'm wearing th costume alr cos of full dress.

After makeup :) Haha, see th difference. But i'm not wearing th costme alr cos super hot. Haha.

Bff, me & Sally :D

Red - Santarinas (NOT santa clause!), orange - Cleaners. Tgt we are th Cleaner-rinas :D

Santarinas (Angie, me, Bff, Denise, Angela & Crystal)

I can't wait for th countdown chalet :D

I can bake :D

2009-12-22T20:28:00.002+08:00

I'm gonna bake my cookies :D YAY! ^^v haha. I can't say much today but i'm sick ): ): ): Ytd had super bad stomach pain and started vomiting all that. Wento th doc and they let me lie down to wait :) Quite fast cos mommy tell them that i'm in a lot of pain (somewhat true la). Now i got like 5 medicine to take before and after food :/ It really taste gross. And i didn't go for training today. Amirah said she's th only one there. Haha. I wonder how it went. Anw, i gtg alr. My cookies are gonna taste great :D

I love my Bff :D

2009-12-18T17:28:00.003+08:00

BOOOOO ! I'm at BFF's house now :D And guess what? She pass her N levels ! :D :D :D YAY ^^v HAHA. I love my BFF wor :D HAHA.

I did my eyebrows ytd :) Super pain ): Mommy was laughing at me la ): HAHA. But its okay now :D I gtg alr, its Sean's birthday :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEAN TAN HONG YUAN :D

Alone ):

2009-12-11T14:47:00.010+08:00

Bff says we look alike here.

I'm lazy to talk abt my week cos its super boring :/ HAHA. Its like super dead, HAHA. I like at home almost 24/7 cos i'm lazy to go out. SOMEONE BRING ME OUT PLZ? I'm gonna go crazy being stuck at home by myself. Met Camilla on th bus on tuesday and we actually counted th number of steps from th bus stop to srjc. HAHA. We both didn't feel like going for training. Camilla wanted to take 55 until it dropped us off in front of srjc so we don't have to cross th overhead bridge. HAHA. We took 772 steps altogether. (Actually i think its more)

I am like seriously super lazy to update my blog. HAHA. And mommy left me alone at home ): She and Ariane wento m'sia, chehcheh went out with YongSiang and won't be coming back for dinner, Alesha went for her friend's party and idk when she'll come home and daddy said he has some free lance project tonight so he won't be home for dinner. Cool right? My mommy leaves me alone on th day i can't text some human being ): HAHA.

I. Am. Super. Lonely ):

I am so bored that i actually tried packing up my room, i packed my closet (any drawer/cupboard that has my clothes) and i tried packing my study table but it still looks super messy. HAHA. Actually my room looks even messier than when i started packing it x) HAHA. And guess what, I JUST SAW A SUPER HUGE TICK ! EWWWW. I'm like th only one in th whole family that is scared of it and mommy had to leave me at home ): HAHA, i just called chehcheh. I thought she won't pick up la. ITS HUGE! In th end chehcheh told me to stick th masking tape over it and she'll remove it when she comes home.

And Ariane likes sleeping with me, idk why also. Weird girl. Btw this is th convo with me and her like at 12mn or smth.

Ariane : *Complaining abt th way mommy makes her milk in th morning*

Me : But you like it when i make your milk right? :)

Ariane : Yeah :)

Me : You also like it when i cook th rice right?

Ariane : Yah, its like sweet.

Me : Then do you like me?

Ariane : *Thinks for quite some time* Er, yeah.

Wahlao la, like that also must think one. HAHA. And when she sleeps she thinks i'm her bolster or smth, she's always either hugging me or pushing me off th bed.

HELLOOOOOOO

2009-12-02T17:26:00.009+08:00

Omg, haha. I'm too lazy to update la. I've not been going for trainings cos i don't feel too well ): HAHA. This is what i've been doing for th past week. Monday(23/11) - thursday(26/11) : Training camp in school. Friday(27/11) - saturday(28/11) : Alpha day away + power encounter Sunday(29/11) : Baptism

Training camp was killer la. I almost died & i bet chehcheh missed me. HAHA. One night she thought i was there & she asked me to turn th fan. HAHA. Did super a lot of long runs, stairs & parlour. First night slept in th same dorm as tennis but th other nights slept with th other trackers. & Amirah went back on tuesday night, i think. I can't rmb. & sudd i became th sec 2's aunty -.- Esther is their grandmother, Amirah th grandfather, Vic their uncle, Crysandra th aunty, Camilla th dog (not i come up with one) & JingTing i not sure. Either th cat or aunty as well. & LiXian say she wanto be my daughter. HAHA. & Deborah & Amanda say they love to call me 'ah yi' -.- Wahlao. Th bathing part was th bomb ! HAHA. Other than th first day, Gladys, Evan, Rosalind, LiXian, Serene & i used 1 whole toilet. HAHA. Th camp made us closer :D HAHA. Now we more united :D

After th camp wento Rosalind's house. Supposed to put our bags only then go out but we all too lazy so ended up ordering in. HAHA. We ordered super a lot of food & Amriah was supposed to join us & bring more food. HAHA. In th end she never come cos she say she don't wanto put back th fats. HAHA. Watched '200 pounds of beauty' while eating. HAHA. Home-ed with Serene & thank God mommy came to bring back my big bags :) So i was only left with my bagpack + an empty water bottle. HAHA. Reached home around 9 & finally got to bathe clean :D & Get to sleep on my bed with my pillow. I didn't bring it cos i scared it get dirty.

But friday woke up quite early, idk why also. But went with mommy & Ariane to send Alesha to her friend's house then went for breakfast at old airport road there. Went home then mommy send me to 525 for alpha day away + power encouter. Only Denise, Bff, chehcheh & i stayed over so we took th super cold room :) :) :) But Bff, chehcheh & i were super hungry so asked Clarence to buy us food :D Then while waiting, Bff & i had 'heart-to-heart' talk with Lester. HAHA. So th 4 of us were like eating chicken wings & satays at 1.30am. HAHA. Super funny. Then supposed to meet at 7.30am for prayer but Bff & i only woke up at 7.30. HAHA. Power encounter was awesome :D HAHA. Th ladies went out to buy lunch for th guys & all of us went out for dinner cos Bff & i supposed to leave 525 at 5pm to buy dinner but minstry ended at 5.45 only. HAHA.

Baptism was super hot. Nigel, Jason & Samuel got baptised :) HAHA. Bff said Nigel looked like some bamboo coming out of th water. HAHA. After baptism our parents still hungry so wento old airport road to eat dinner with Bff's family & Yvonne's family. Home-ed & slept. HAHA. Super tired. Woke up & eat, again x) I feel like a pig. & Ariane slept with me.

I didn't go training on tuesday but i got my phone :D HAHA. Btw, i changed number too. So whoever don't have my new number, idk. HAHA.

I'm lazy to blog alr, i feel like deleting this blog.

THIS POST IS DEDICATED TO CRISTY ANG

2009-11-19T22:51:00.003+08:00

HAHA, CRISTY ROCKS :D & I LOVE HER ! SHE WANTS A POST ABOUT HER SO YEAH. NEVERMIND, I'LL ALWAYS LOVE HER COS WE SOMEWHAT GREW UP TGT :D SINCE PRIMARY 1, IN 1 FAITH :D HAHA. I STILL RMB TH CLIQUES K! SUPER DUPER FUNNY. I LOVE YOU TO TH MAX, LOVE!

I GOT NOTHING TO WRITE LA, I'M LAZY TO UPDATE, SO YEAH. LIVE WITH IT. HAHA. & DADDY'S ANGRY AT ALESHA SO HE'S SCREAMING AT EVERYONE SO I CAN'T STAY ONLINE TOO LONG. BYE LOVES :D BTW, I MISS DEBBIE ZALIYANA ZAINI TOO ): WE MUST GO OUT TGT ONE DAY, I'LL FIND TIME :D Everyone found their happy endings & i thought i found mine too when i met you. Until you left me. Its been 2 & a half years & couting. Th longest i'll ever love someone like you.

Cristy's lj rocks ^^

2009-11-11T15:28:00.010+08:00

Promises are like babies. Easy to make, hard to deliver. Like whatt? K, that's besides th point. I won't promise you anything, cos i can't. Idk what will happen next year (on this exact day) but i still hope we remain friends cos we've really been through a lot tgt. We fought like super a lot of times but somehow you always said sorry & we were back to being friends again. I really don't wanto lose you as a friend. ____________________________________________ Haha, pictures from th super stressing week of intensive revision. Haha. Just look at Cristy's face, we all didn't know it was double flash. HAHA ! & This is super dark cos we didn't on th light. We weren't even supposed to be inside, i think. Abby's hand too short la, haha. Always cannot see my face -.- Haha, cut off SiLi & Abby's head. ^^v Cristy's face looks squashed. Before amath started, haha. I think this was when MdmHo just came in or smth. SiLi & her bunny ears thingy. HORRIBLE GIRL & ME ! :D Th 4 of us flood's Debbie's camera while she was sleeping. Haha. :D :) :) :) Nice nice :) Look at my calendar ): Me & Cristyyyyyyyyyyy ! Me & SiLi :D Heh. I love this photo :) I think this was during amath also, but in th AVA room. Haha, during english. We totally didn't pay attention. I forgot whose shoulder i was lying on. Haha. Debbie & Me :D Debbie, SiLi & me :)This. Is. A. Stupid. Sea-saw. I'm always on top & i feel as though i'm gonna fall on Fiona. Idk what Debbie was doing.

Saturday didn't go for alpha cos my hip super pain ): But met Bff & Sally at dhouby ghaut to buy Sheena's present. Haha, they were eating at just acia. Super funny. Then wento Diaso to see things & we saw Karen, Jeremy, Dorelen(?) & Sharon. Then after a while we saw YongWei they'll. Haha, like Gen-Acts reunion :) Then went walk walk with Sally & Bff & we were late. Haha. Bff & i supposed to meet our parents at downtown east like at 6.30 but we only left ps at 6. Haha. So we were super late & i let Bff read th book about summer boys :) She says its nice :) :) (Y) ^^v Haha. We walked from pasir ris mrt to aranda so talked about things :) Haha. Bff told me smth at macs, HAHA ! If she didn't add in th 'what if' i'll totally freak out. Haha. Wento th reading room for a while then our parents wanted to go walk walk so we go with them. Then home-ed.

Sunday had dance & all. Celebrated Sheena's birthday too :) & i cut th cake ! :D I rock :) Denise dancing jingle bell rock with us :) Uncle Ricky picked us up after dance to go occ. Then wento eat there then wento th van to take mommy & my slippers. Then Bff & i sat there & talk for super long. Haha, i told her everything :) Then walked back & our parents like never notice we were gone for super long until uncle Joseph came back from th gym. Haha. Sat with Kenneth & he helped me with my chem & amath hw even though he was supposed to be studying chinese. Haha. Went for dinner tgt then home-ed to put down th things then wento airport to pick up daddy :) Went high at th airport, idk why also. Haha, asked Sally about some things :) & daddy said it was hot once we stepped out of th airport. Haha, he was perspiring la ! Haha. & daddy's clients are coming over for dinner on saturday :) They love ice-cream, haha. They are called uncle Rudy & aunty Sharon. Bathed & i couldn't sleep. Haha. So walk around th house & chehcheh said i look like some mad person. Haha, in th end i took th small yellow tablet & tried to sleep :)

Didn't go to school on monday cos my throat super pain ): I think i'm falling sick la. Went for lunch with mommy & went home to sleep again ;x Haha. That's what happened when you fall sick, you sleep super a lot. & i helped mommy with dinner :)

Tuesday i cut my hair ): Now its short ): Omg, i kinda miss my hair. But hair will grow back right? Went for training after that & it was super duper tiring. Kinda threw up after training, idk why also. Just didn't feel too well. Home-ed myself cos th rest wanted to eat dinner.

Today is super quiet la. Idk why also. Supposed to go watch My Sister's Keeper with Evan, Aleeya, Camilla & Rosalind. But didn't go cos meeting mommy :) Ariane wanted to play this fighting game then chehcheh & i were like shouting 'behind you' all that. Haha. Saw Bindhu & Delfina at j8. My phone has been super quiet & no one's talking to me online ): I'm gonna post a letter :) Haha, my second time :) & tmrw got Debbie's chalet :) Cristy's gonna 'pick me up' after training :) Hopefully th 2 of us don't get lost. Haha. Hopefully daddy will allow me to stayover :) cos i don't wanto leave early & if i don't leave early i will be home super late. Cristy, Debbie & Abby staying over.

& i going genting with yiyi they'll on sunday so i not going to church. Saturday most likely going out with Jasper & Bff go shopping :) Haha. & friday supposed to have Ruth tribe outing :) But Bff & i haven't plan anything yet. Haha.

I. Am. Freaking. Bored. Someone talk to me.

LONGGGGGGGG WORDY POST

2009-11-06T22:06:00.010+08:00

Omg, i think this is gonna be a long wordy post. Get ready.

School is just crazy ): It totally doesn't feel like holidays at all ): I've been waking up at 6 every day just so that i can leave home by 7 & reach school by 8. But at least Naomi takes th bus with me so i'm not alone :)

English was just crap cos we were in th AVA room = no reception = cannot text human beings ): & also cos we sat on th floor while everybody else was sitting on chairs with tables so we couldn't see a thing. But we didn't care either x) Haha. Didn't really do much with math & chem was th best ! :D Haha. Wento dance studio & all. We were late, again x) Learned about moles (Not th dot on your body la, th chemisrty thingy). But i didn't understand a single thing. Haha. I know i suck at chem x)

Training on tuesday was quite okay, 3km timing improved :) :) :) To 19mins24sec :D Haha. But my ankle hurt ): & cos Vic, Gladys & i were late, MsYar made us do push-ups :/ 1min late do 5 push-ups -.- wahlao. Left trainig early cos going to watch movie with mommy & th 2 small kids. Went down to toa payoh to meet mommy before going to vivo.Watched AstroBoy :) Quite nice la, haha. Only 1 person know what i ALMOST did in th cinema x) Haha. Went for dinner at carl's jr then home-ed. Only reached home around 10 going 11 la, super tired.

Wednesday had lit in th morning, Abby didn't come :/ Wrote down super a lot of notes, like th most i've ever done in my life. & physice was th bombz ! Haha, MrChow was teaching us & he shouted at us twice. Haha. 1st for being late & 2nd for not returning back th chairs, haha. We all ran away x) Went up to dance studio early (for once) for amath & ate/listen to music/cam-whore. Haha. Idk when will Debbie upload th photos. Totally spam her camera :) & I. Don't. Understand. Amath )':

Mommy came to pick me up & also SiLi cos she wanted to go to library :) Ate lunch first them walked to th library, i was reading some book about summer boys :) Haha, SiLi passed to me th 2nd book cos Cristy wanted th 1st book. & CRISTY ANG IS A HORRIBLE GIRL ! SHE TAKES SUPER LONG TO READ LA, OMG. SHE CAN TAKE 10MINS TO READ 2 CHAPTERS ! Btw, she calls me horrible girl too. Haha, & her name in my phone is 'Horrible girl!♥' Haha.

Yesterday had ss, geog & chem. We sat like th 2nd row for ss (cos we were late), haha. & it was th first time i actually copied his notes ;x Cristy & i were freezing cos we were sitting where th aircon blows at. Wento adjust th temperature like 3 times then we gave up, haha. We were super late for geog cos we went opposite school to eat :) Haha, & MrsOng called us horrible girls. HAHA ! & chem was even more confusing )': I feel like crying la ): I totally don't understand anything.

Training was quite okay la, better i think. Was late, again ;x But didn't do punishment :) Haha. Ran 3km again & our timing improved ! :) :) :) To 18mins51sec :) (Y) Like we are improving :) Haha. Did 50m parlour 2 rounds & supposed to do 100m & 200m but th ligthning alert thingy came on. Then got 2 ~~idiots~~people didn't have to run cos got extra, wahlao. Haha, & Amirah somewhat 'scolded' cos i asked her to ask th juniors to tuck in their shirts. She 'scolded' me cos she said i can tell them myself :/ Haha. & my ankle died, like really. It was really super duper pain ): Did rope skipping for some cip thingy. 20 skips will donate 1 bowl of rice, i think. So every training we are supposed to do 100. I got canned by th rope 3 times )': Super pain ): Got th red mark la. & i can't exactly skip th was MrLim wants us to do. Mommy came to pick me up cos it was raining & wento ikea to eat dinner :) Then wento expo for th robinson sale, didn't buy much cos was super tired. Then they were still hungry so wento bedok to eat somemore. Omg, i can feel th fats ): ): ): I'm becoming fatter ): Omg. Reached home super late, again.

Today had ss, geog & lit. Haha, this time we sat all th way behind for ss & didn't exactly listen, haha. He was quite angry towards th end. Geog was boring, haha. All about vegetation, geography of food all that. BLEAH. & lit was, idk. Haha, i didn't pay attention at all. Haha. & smth happened after lit. Omg, i really hate it. My pencil was dropping so i wasted to catch it, but idk what happened & my finger jammed into th pencil lead & th lead broke, part of it was in my finger )': I was like shouting at Debbie to take it out la, omg. I was totally freaking out, i almost cried la. & now there's a black hole in my finger. & i really hate holes on my body, it reminds me of th stupid operation that i cried super badly )': I really pray that it won't be infected cos i really really really don't wanto do anoteher operation. I will cry my eyes out, really.

Waited for mommy in school & wento toa payoh with AhMah & MahMah. Bought shoes, haha. But idk if i'll actually really wear it, haha. I think mommy's gonna kill me if she sees this. Went for dinner at beach road with AhMah & MahMah. I really feel like a pig, omg. Someone stop me from eating. Wento some thai shopping center to find MahMah's friends then home-ed :) Like finally.

Tmrw most likely meeting Bff & Sally at park mall at 1.30 before alpha. Then going out with Bff -to idk where- cos our parents gonna have dinner tgt & we are supposed to take care of th lil' kids. I just feel like sleeping but i can't, idk why also. I feel like i got a lot of things to say but nevermind :)

sometimes i really don't know if i made th right decision, i really wanto tell you everything right now but what if i change my mind? I don't wanto make th same mistake again, i don't wanto hurt you again. i'm totally lost & confused, everything doesn't seem to make sense anymore. i think i may be falling for you.

Thinking of you

2009-11-02T22:27:00.007+08:00

Jeslyn came for saturday's party la :D & All of them bluff me say she hiding then i'm supposed to find her ): Wahlao, i really went around looking la. Wento Island Creamery with Bff's family & Kenneth's family. Then went for Jasper's party :)

We are like childhood friends la :) I still remember having sleep-overs :)

Today school was like crap la ): I was late, haha. But Debbie, SiLi, Critsy & Abby waited for me :D I totally didn't understand emath la. & MsYar can't teach ): I want back MsKok. Wento eat smth before going for amath :) Today had fuji apple so i was happy during amath :) Haha. Amath was okay la, i somewhat understand. & Cristy was like "Woah, for once you(me) understand this & i(Cristy) don't understand. Very rare." HAHA ! Stayed back to plan sec 4 farewell with Esther, Victoria, JingTina, Camilla & Amirah.

Jasper just told me smth, haha. Quite weird now, but nevermind. Haha, i still owe him his present. Going out with him & Bff one day to pass him his present, that's what he said la. & idk what else to say alr. My brain is fried from overuse. Haha, its supposed to be resting but i'm studying ):

Haha, here are some photos. They are like all mixed up cos i lazy to rearrange :)

This was like at marina barrage :) Its Debbie & me :)

Haha, on thursday :) Idk where Debbie looking also.

Cool photo right? :)

SiLi & me :)

During th inter-class volleyball games :)

Yeah, on thursday i went around school like that. Haha.

At marina barrage :)

After th inter-class volleyball games then we wento th hall for -i forgot what. Haha.

On friday, last day of school for SuMay ):

Debbie & me at marina barrage :)

In th hall, again. After th inter-class volleyball games.

Haha, i forgot what i was doing alr.

This was like on th day we had dance :)

I bet SiLi loves me, haha.

I love Fiona & Debbie a lot :D

Debbie, SiLi & me at marina barrage :)

Debbie & me, again :)

Debbie & me + her pinic basket :)

At marina barrage, i like th view :)

Clique photo + SuMay, Naomi, Wynne & Victoria

Twist :) Fiona say i spoil th photo ):

Abby & me :)

3B1 ! :D

3B1, last day of school :)

All of us will be there for each other {L}

I'll be honest with myself from now :)

2009-10-29T21:32:00.006+08:00

I've never been so pissed off before la.

Today had mrsLee's farewell thingy. Super paiseh, haha. Sports people will forever be sports people :) Supposed to continue lessons after th farewell thingy but no teacher came in. Haha. Did chinese newspaper thingy cos overdue alr. Today didn't drink fuji apple cos don't have ): Then Cristy was like "Today is depression day. No fuji apple so we all drink green tea" HAHA. Wento clear my locker with Debbie & mrTeo send us th pictures he took at marina barrage :)

& Cristy was super funny today, HAHA. I'll never forget what she did. MdmHo asked us to sweep th floor cos we are th duty girls ): So i take th dustpan & follow SiLi & Cristy cos they sweeping. Then th class is arranged that if you wanto go to th back you must go out of th door then enter by th back door so i was outside th class, idk why also. Fun only & i was playing with th windows. Then Cristy wanted th dustpan so she looked at me & shouted "CRISTYYYYYYY !" -.- Haha, idk why she call herself also. Haha. Super duper ultra funny la, haha. She blur-er than me la ! :D :D :D

Talked to LiXian & Aleeya before training. Realised a lot of things & th 2 of them are th only ones who know now. Training was kinda okay. Supposed to finish 3km in 19 mins but overshot ): In th end finish in like 20 mins 11 sec ): Must be faster next training :) Did th stairs thingy & 50 filegs. First time my group didn't slack x) Haha. Talked to someone after like a million years or smth. Home-ed & went out for dinner after i bathed.

Tmrw i'm getting my bag :D Same bag as Debbie, then maybe going to ikea after school :) See how first. Tmrw going to clean up classrooms :) Vis & i aeparated th class cos we need to clean 3B1 & 4B1. Haha. I'm cleaning 4B1 :) With all th super fun/awesome/high people :) I'm not gonna bring a bag to school tmrw :) Okay, i'm talking nonsense. Can't wait to go to school tmrw, gonna talk to Debbie :) Just look at my pencil box la. Filled with post-its from Cristy Ang & Debbie Zaliana Zaini ! Haha. This is like all th post-its spread out. Cristy = thicksin x) HAHA ! But i still ♥ her :D

I swear i did get you a present, whether you wanto believe it now anot its really up to you. Whatever i told you is true la, but you just never did trust me from th start. Ever since sec 1 till now, you always rather believed other people's words about me then believe it from me. So what for continue this? You can say you trusted in me when i said i'll change, but only you know whether you really did trust me. Th first person you suspected was me & its not th first time. I don't know whether to feel angry/sad/ guilty or whatever shit at you. I'm really happy with th friends i have now & th kind of life i'm leading. We were not really talking much in th begining to start with, we drifted apart since th start of this year. You are happy with your friends & i'm happy with mine. Whether they are true to me anot, it really doesn't concern you anymore. Just th same way, it doesn't concern me if your friends are not true to you. From now you lead your own life & i'll lead mine. We'll pretend like we don't even know each other, just like strangers. Just that we are strangers that can never talk to each other again.

Th best birthday

2009-10-28T23:43:00.004+08:00

I had th best-est birthday :D THANKS LOVES ! :D I LOVE YOU ALL :D Haha/ I lazy to say what happened. & i just realised super a lot of people wished me, haha.

Bff was at my house like until midnight so she was th first to wish me, haha. & some people wished me, some unexpected all that. But thanks :) Vic send too early, haha. It was like Vic, Bff, Fiona, Cristy, Claris, SiLi, Jeremy, Amirah, Debbie, Aleeya, Evan, Jolene, Pepper, Joanne & lastly, Ryan Chow -.- Haha, this is only from my current number. I haven't check my other number x) & fb got super a lot of people la. Like YuanLin ,YongSiang, Shane ,JingTing, Wynne, Marc, Olivia, Chad, ZhiYun, Grace, Christa, QianYi, Denzel, Balqis, Vanessar, Sonia Gill, Tracy, Aprille, Jasper, Camilla, Angie, Eugina, LiEn, Amelia, Rosalind, Lianne, Esther, Shalyn, Gabriel, Eudora, Denyse, Kor Marcus, Kenneth, Jedrek, WaiSynn & Naomi. Haha. Super a lot la & Debbie, Fiona & Jeremy wished me on both.

In th end, th most important thing is that i had loads of fun :) Sally bought cake for me during alpha & they sang song for me there :) Then wento cityhall with Bff & Ryan to find Poon. Debbie was there alr & i saw my present, haha. Bff & Ryan "left" so Debbie & Poon wento wait for Cristy & Eugina. Wait alr then wento eat dinner at manhattan. Bff, Ryan & Jeremy was there. Omg la, i got a shock. Then Kenneth came after a while. Debbie, Eugina & Fiona "left" so stick with Cristy. Ryan, Bff, Jeremy & Kenneth "went home" while Cristy & i wait for SiLi. Cabbed down to barrage & saw th 4 of them at th bus stop -.- Haha. Sang song all that but Ryan they'll not there. & Debbie say they not coming alr. Debbie & Cristy really left cos got curfew.

They sudd appeared when i was lying down, scare me only. They floured me -.- The Eugina, Poon & SiLi had to go. So left, Ryan, Bff, Jeremy, Kenneth & me. Bff Lie down on me then we sing song :) In th end daddy came to pick me up cos i look like some white thing :/ Send Ryan & Jeremy to th mrt too :)

I. Actually. Believed. Them. Th. Whole. Day. La.

Bathed & texted everyone who helped planned my birthday :) Haha, i spend a lot of brain cells thinking of what to write k ! Cos everyone's msg is different :) & there were like 8 people. Haha/ Talked to Ryan until i fell asleep ;x

Pictures on fb la, they say got quite a lot. Esp in Cristy's camera, haha. Thats what happens when you leave Cristy, SiLi & me alone (with a camera). Haha.

Super big thanks to Debbie, Fiona, SiLi, Cristy, Eugina, Bff, Ryan, Jeremy & Kenneth <33

Overdued post, haha

2009-10-20T21:46:00.003+08:00

Today was th ultimate funny-est. Haha, in th morning Poon was supposed to come early then accompany me so that i don't need to "stone" in class, but she was L.A.T.E ):<>Wento find mrsTng for th dryrun after school & i was late for some sports cca thingy. Until now i don't even know what its for la. Training was quite okay la, seeing that i didn't go for thursday's training x) Haha. Made a band for Vic so she can takeout th super gay one and now making for Aleeya, Evan & Rosalind :) Supposed to do th grouping thingy again but Debbie didn't send it to me, haha.

I. Am. Freaking. Bored.

I wrote a letter for you during th talk but idk if i should give it to you, we haven't been talking recently & i kinda guessed why. I know what has been planned but i'm not exaclty happy over th fact either, idk why.

I have an "i heart ?" written on th back of my hand

2009-10-19T22:18:00.005+08:00

Omg, just kill me la. My head is super pain, stupid volleyball thing. Must do th arrangement with Debbie until th both of us got headache ): My head really feels super heavy la ): Debbie's gone to sleep alr and i'm still stuck ): Omg, i don't feel like going to school tmrw ): But if i don't go for training too, confirm with chop & stamp msDeepa won't let me take part in competitions. I'm so gonna die, somemore i'm still taking medicine la ! & th medicine is super duper ultra to th max gross. And guess what, i can't find a freaking pe shirt for tmrw. Best. I'm gonna go crazy cos some people are not replying me, omg. I'm almost done, left 1 person. Omg, forget it. I'm not going to bother abt this until tmrw. Bye love :) Btw, my prepaid is like dead -.- Haha, haven't topup yet.

I'm dancing :)

2009-10-19T15:25:00.007+08:00

Watch this, its super cool. Haha, see if you can spot me. Haha. I REALLY LOVE DANCING TO TH MAX ! :D :D :D Haha.

Saturday had alpha, SiLi came :) Then after alpha wento ps to walk and talk :) Then home-ed cos celebrating my cousin's birthday :) At ahma's house got a lot of super old photos so took out all to see. Super funny, we laugh a lot la.

Sunday was on worship duty with Grace then Bff took my ck duty so i wasn't th leader. Then cos she got no helper, i help her :) Th boys super naughty la, then i got a shock when Bff sudd shout at them. Th girls still th best, plus a few boys. Bff took a paper and write down all their birthdays, haha. And its my paper -.- Had small group then dance. Dance was super fun la. Haha, th shenhong really can dance la. And Bff, victoria, angeline, crystal, angie and i doing th jingle bell rock :) quite confusing cos quite fast. Haha. Mrt-ed to bukit batok with Bff and told her many many things :) :) Haha, i also found out smth i'm not supposed to know. Haha, but i won't show it :) Haha. Bought U.d.d.e.r.s ice cream then take bus to Kenneth house. Haha, we laugh a lot in th bus then we missed our stop so had to walk. Aunty Jo accidentally leave Bff's bag at home so she got nothing, haha. But i brought 2 outfits in case so lend Bff 1 :) Swam with jedrek, sean and javier too. Laugh more than anything. Bff and i wento th 'super good' suana. Take 'super fast' to heat up la. Then we stay inside for quite long :) I told Bff smth : I like to perspire in suana cos it feels like i'm losing fats. Its like th fats melt to liquid then released as perspiration. Haha. Makes sense right? By th time we finish bathing it was super dark and almost all th food gone alr. Haha. Met this super cute boy called Nicolas :D

Cute right? At th playground he was like super funny. He walking under th bridge then super happy cos he can walk underneath, then sudd he knock his head at th lowest part and stop at th end of th bridge. Bff say his face is slowly change one. Haha, super cute. He saw people playing sparkles then stop crying when a lady let him play. Then we wento play with water. Everyone ask him to kick water at me so he try to wet me, haha. In th end cos denise carrying him in th water, she got super wet cos he kick is kick backwards one. Haha. Bought ice cream and lollipop for him too :) HE IS SUPER CUTE ! :D

Today went for lunch with mommy and supposed to buy somethings but can't find ): My birthday is like super soon la, haha. *hint hint* *double hint* *triple hint* HAHA ! But i'm not free th whole day. Haha. 2-4 got alpha then debbie they'll bringing me out from 6 onwards. Then in between going home to bathe all that or talk with SiLi again :) But i scared to think what they'll do on my birthday. Haha. Last year was horrible ): But at least last year Dione was still here.

Overdue-ed post

2009-10-14T20:29:00.002+08:00

Haha. I was supposed to post thing like super long ago but my comp got problem then just sudd shut down. Haha. So its overdue. _____________________________________________________ My mind went totally blank. Idk why also. Haha. Founders day was -.- I was late :/ And more then half th class wasn't there. Haha, Debbie and Fiona was late too. We wento th hall and all. Super rubbish, taking super a lot of pictures before it starts and we were eating potato chips ! Omg, haha. And we were making super a lot of noise, imagine. Debbie, me, cristy. fiona, sili. Then behind us were wyesyn, gen, vic and naomi. Haha. And we actually got dismissed on time, th teachers didn't hold back our class. Haha, awesome :) Wento find mrsTng for th volleyball thingy and did it for like super long. Then wento ps with debbie, fiona, sili, abby and cristy :) Ate LJS :D Took many many pictures too :) Went walk walk then ended up in spotlight :) Bought strings and cloth :) Finally la, haha. Super belated and delayed and owed. Haha. Say super nice scrap booking things :) Damn super nice. Walk walk until super tired. We wento diaso also :) Then cristy, abby and sili left so left debbie, fiona and me. Wento kfc to eat {again} and sit :) Laughed super hard at Poon trying to toss a coin. Haha, should have video-ed it down. Told them everything :) And they are super nice people :) Home-ed then talked on th phone with them :) Haha. Omg, i'm peeling. How? Super badly somemore ): Its damn ugly.

Insomnia

2009-10-13T21:58:00.003+08:00

HiHi :) Haha, i'm going nuts. Omg, today went through geog, e math, chem, physics and english papers. Omg, i totally dropped la. Super failure. I passed everything la, but like super close to failing. And i can't believe i got higher for physics then chem. Omg, and i think i might have failed english. Omg, don't kill me. I got 9/25 for compre, w/o summary. Omg. And this morning wento meet mrsTng for th inter-class volleyball thingy. And cos Debbie and i were th latest, she put us as th I/C and assistant I/C. Omg, wow. Now i have to go around getting people's number and all. We going marina barrage with school :) For some chem thing. Haha. It'll be quite fun la :) And today went for training, like after a million years or smth. Haha. Still okay la, did 3km for warm-up then 10 sets of hurdles and 5 rounds of 50m fillegs(?) cool down was th killer. Omg, and Vic was being annoying. Haha. Met Cristy w Vic after training and waited for bus w Vic. Omg, haha. I think my bus don't like Vic, it took super long to come. Haha. And i saw Claris at th bus stop, haha. I didn't realise it was her until my bus came. Haha. And now Vic is calling me chilli flakes ! Omg, why i also don't know. And lately i can't sleep, idk why also. I've been taking medicine to help me sleep, i know its wrong but i need to sleep one k. I really fell asleep when mrLim was talking to us, that's how tired i was. I'll try to sleep now, goodnight love :)

BOOMZ !

2009-10-12T21:03:00.003+08:00

Omg, someone help me. There's this weird person talking to me, and he wants to go out. Omg, omg, omg. Just kill me, idk what to do. Bff, HELPP ! ): ___________________________________________ Saturday met innovation week group again. Haha, we didn't do anything. HAHA ! They left early so walked around with SiLi :) Talked a lot also, somewhat heart-to-heart-talk :) Home-ed on 156 cos lazy to walk back from mrt :) Haha. Totally wasted my saturday doing nothing. Haha. Had cell at our place. Pepper, Sally, Bff and QianYi came over. And Bff's mother bought a lot of food. So ate a lot :) Haha, i feel like a pig alr. Super long never go for training then somemore also never exercise. Haha. Sunday had dance :) Kinda easy, but only learned th first dance. Angie said still have around 2 more dances. Super fun :) Wento occ with Bff and had a somewhat heart-to-heart-talk with her :) After so long i finally asked her :) Haha. But we didn't go for dinner with them cos going to ahma's house. Today super funny ! Omg, funny to th max ! Haha. Our innovation week presentation was super screwed, haha. Our model is th BEST, seriously. Haha, omg. AWESOME ! :D And our budget was like $4 million. Haha, and other groups when they present th budget is like hundred million la. Haha. Then wento agape concert hall for presentation. We stayed there for like 4 hours la ! Haha, and my 'view' super good -.- Laughed super a lot with Abby, Debbie, SiLi & Poon :D Haha. Damn funny. Waited for Debbie to finish her briefing then took 53 with her :) Saw Eugina, Ek, and Bindhu :) Ended up sitting with Ek :) Then wento find mommy with chehcheh cos she was on th same bus -.- I'm super duper th scared for tmrw la, omg. What if my results not good enough? Th papers were super difficult la. Like difficult to th max ): Omg, i'll just cry. And there's training. Just kill me. I never train in like a million years or smth. Haha. I don't feel like going. Haha. Btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIYANA ! :D {L} YOU :D

Failure

2009-10-09T18:32:00.003+08:00

Omg, today is th BOOMZ ! Haha, again. I know, but it was seriously damn funny.My project group is called "BOOMZ!" Haha, and we think better on th bed & w food. Haha. Met SiLi, Abby and Cristy at school bus stop at 8 but was a bit late. Haha. SiLi couldn't go in cos she was 'not properly attired' -.- so th stupid security guard won't let her in. We spent 30 mins outside th school trying to call mdmHo and trying to figure a way to get SiLi into school. Haha. Gave her many many miscalls and gave up so ended up walking to SiLi's house. Super long walk. We ended up doing everything except research, haha. And we think better on th bed cos we all ended up on SiLi's bed after a while. And when we finally 'woke up' we were all hungry. Haha.SiLi's nephew is super duper ultra cute to th max. And his favorite word is 'mai'.As in don't want. Haha. After eating we felt more sleepy, haha.So waited for some call before we could go to school. It was a valid reason not to do th stupid project anymore k. Walked back to school and met mdmHo. Haha, i think w/o her we wouldn't know what to do. In th end, after like 7 hrs we still came up w nothing. HAHA ! BOOMZ ! :D Our supposed to hand-in progress report: 8am-8.30am : Waiting & trying to call mdmHo 8.30am - 9am : Walking to SiLi's house 9am - 12.30pm : Sleeping, Fb-ing, Eating 12.30pm - 3 pm : Trying to draw th plan view thingy Haha, best. I'm supposed to be doing research but its super difficult, i can't fins anythng ): ): ): omg, and all my group members not online ): I shall not do :) Haha. Bye loves :D

I'm burned

2009-10-08T19:40:00.007+08:00

Omg, Vic just told me we'll be having some sports training thingy in november. Omg, just kill me. Its 2 trainings in th morning and 2 in th afternoon. I'll just die. Omg. Its a damn camp. Omg, really. Someone just kill me. And dance practice starts on sunday :D Can't wait :) :) :) Haha. Okay, i'm gonna call Joanne :) I got so many things to tell her :) Omg, yesterday was th BOMBXZ ! Haha. Pictures are all on fb :) Except that Denyse hasn't uploaded th pictures on her camera yet. Haha. Wento sentosa with Debbie, Fiona, Abby, Cristy, WyeSyn and Denise :D We were supposed to meet at 10 but pushed back to 11 (thank God) And Debbie Zaliyana Zaini was late. Haha. Latest somemore. Went tanning and played volleyball :) Haha, but it was super throw face. Haha. And saw many pl-lites there also. Some quite gross. Took many many photos :) And got super burned ! Omg, haha. And now Cristy is calling me 'coconut babe' cos most of my pictures have coconut tree. Omg. Debbie, Fiona and i ended up bathing outside. We were like wearing bra and FBTs and Fiona wore her bikini. Haha. Th water super cold and when wash face that time super pain. Ended up taking like forever to bathe. Haha, and we were making a lot of noise. Th stupid tram got not enough space for all of us so we ended up sitting on each other. Haha. Supposed to go for dinner, but need to be home early so home-ed with Debbie and Cristy. Haha. And met Joanne at th bus stop :) Didn't go school today, didn't feel like. Haha, mommy say up to me :) Fiona, Debbie and i didn't go :) Haha, and Abby didn't go too. Haha. So my group only got Cristy, SiLi and Lalita. Haha. And tmrw we meeting in school ): ): ): Omg, at 8am. Omg, i don't want. So much for my one-day school week. I only wanted to go to school for one day la :/ I just realised i'm really super duper burned. Haha. My whole face is red and my neck also. Then cos i wore that sports bra then now have th mark. Super pain, and my shoulders is super pain. But left side is more pain then th right. Omg, and my stomach is finally not white. Haha. I love it :D If you see me now you might get a shock, haha. That's how burned i am. Haha. Oh-yah, and one more thing. I changed my number. Haha, i didn't tell a lot of people. If you want my number then just ask me :)

I'm done with you :)

2009-10-06T16:08:00.003+08:00

Omg, i'm so bored i'm back. Haha. Idk what to pack for tmrw ): Omg, i'm gonna forget smth. I just have that feeling. And i'm really pissed off at someone, she is really being a bitch. Omg, i can safely say that i hate her. Haha. Omg, so cool. And some human being is busy studying. Haha, first time. I won't disturb that human being so i'll try to cut my nails :) Haha. ____________________________________________ EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER (!!) OMG, I'M DAMN HAPPY :D :D :D But must wait for results :/ I hate that part. Today and tmrw no school :) Th school say marking days :) Haha. Baby slept with me last night cos i sending her to school. Woke up at 7.30 cos need to leave at 8 ): In th end mommy didn't leave Baby's ez-link card. Scott was waiting for th bus so Baby went tgt with him. Haha, i went up to sleep again :) Supposed to meet Debbie at 10 but she say she'll be late so i sleep somemore :) Haha. In th end neet her at 11. Bought nike sports bra :D :D :D Omg, its damn nice :) THANKS LOVE ! :D She say its a present from her and Laramie :) Omg, mine is hot pink and purple :) Debbie bought blue :) Haha. Debbie came over for a while then we went out for lunch with mommy and Baby :) Wento buy a pillow and post-its :) Haha. Then Debbie went to meet her laramie. Haha. Bought contacts for tmrw alr :) I'm super excited la :) :) :) Tmrw going to sentosa to play beach volleyball and tan :) At first only got Poon, Debbie and me. But now add Bindhu, Abby, Cristy and maybe Vic :) Haha, omg. So fun :) But i need to cut my nails ): Later got sand go in ): Eeyer, so gross. Haha. Okay, i'm bored. I'm really bored. I'm really really bored. Okay, i think you get th idea. I'm seriously really bored. And i don't wanto go to school during innovation week either. I only need to go to school on monday and thursday. But i can predict i'm gonna fall sick on thursday :) So i don't need to go :) Haha. Okay, i'm gonna pack my things for tmrw :) Bye love :)

Hi love

2009-10-02T11:03:00.003+08:00

Omg, omg, omg. 1 more paper only. HAHA ! Omg. Th exam week pass by super fast :) But think i screwed up all my papers. Haha. Omg, and i cried for emath. Super difficult la. And i confirm get very low for lit alr cos MrNg came to find me then say i really really need help ): Omg. Amath i didn't finish th graph ): ): ): 10 marks gone ): Omg, i scared i retain ): Actually i got nothing much to write. Haha, i'm going crazy alr. Haha, its th stress from exams. And i have serious eyebags ): I think i have eyebags on my eyebags ): That's how bad it is ): Going Poon's house on monday after exams to BAKE :D Haha. then cannot go with them for sushi thingy cos maybe need to teach emath and geog to some lazy person. Haha. Saturday have gong gong's thingy. Super early in th morning. Kinds sad ): Tuesday have cca, i think. Then wednesday going tanning with Debbie, Poon, SiLi and idk who else. Haha, Debbie and i don't know what to wear. Haha, very difficult to choose. Then next saturday meeting up with MsLiew :) I hate innovation week. Haha, and mommy just bought vitasoy :D :D :D My favourite drink :D I am supposed to rest, haha. Cos i'm falling sick -.- but i'm hungry ): I can't sleep on a empty stomach. Haha. This week was kinda fun, but very stressing. I think i screwed up physics also. Haha. Good luck to me. Bye, i'm gonna try to sleep cos going out tonight to study :)

Mugging.

2009-09-26T15:01:00.003+08:00

HI LOVES ! :) Yesterday had chinese compo + listening. Haha, i almost fell asleep for th listening. Then i was like coughing super badly during th compo paper. Damn irritating. Stayed back for extra math class then home-ed with Jolene :) Very long never go home with her alr :) Supposed to meet Jeremy like at 4.15 but i left th house only at 4. HAHA ! So i was late, very late ;x Wento Big Bird's house :) Haha. Stayed at th playground for a while then went up. I was eaten by mosquitoes :/ Jeremy left after a while cos he got worship duty. I also supposed to go for cell but too tired ;x Supposed to study but side tracked x) Haha, ended up playing with Big Bird's phone :) Its super cool la :) Ate dinner there, super paiseh ;x Haha. Ate seaweed again :) :) :) Haha, Big Bird was like forcing me to eat it. I feel fat ): But th seaweed is soft alr ): Went out to watch tv for a while then keep on going in and out of th room. Super tired so lie on Big Bird's bed :) Big Bird's room super cold, and Big Bird's hands super warm. Haha, abnormal person. Haha. Didn't go for cell in th end ;x So left around 9 plus to meet mommy at ikea. No one answer my call so I went home myself on 58 :) haha, super long ride. I like long bus rides :) I'm supposed to be studying. Omg, i'm scared la. Haha, i'm going high for no reason. Haha. Bye loves :)

Studying

2009-09-25T15:50:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was super duper funny :D Wento Poon's house first then bathed there, super weird :/ Haha. Then wento meet Bff at t'pines mrt. I didn't know Jeremy and Kenneth coming la. Haha. Then Kenneth scared me :/ Wento buy cake for Ryan then wento his house. We got candle but couldn't light. Haha. Super stupid. We couldn't find his house at first, then when we find alr and went up his stupid dog started barking :/ Wahlao. Spoil th whole thing. Then cos i was ouside th lift there while Bff, Jeremy and Kenneth at th stairs alr so i started freaking out. Haha. Omg, and i was holding th cake ! Haha. In th end wento his house for a while to watch Mickey Mouse clubhouse and play some toy. Wento T'pines 1 for dinner then walk walk :) Bought headband with Bff :) :) :) And ate frolicks ! :) Bff and i supposed to take 27 but super crowded so we walked to th previous bus stop. Ryan and Jeremy walk with us :) Something super malu happen to Ryan, haha. We missed 2 busses cos too crowded, 1 bus cos we were still walking so we ran for th next bus. Haha. Then wento find our parents at cheh PohChoo's house. Later going to study :) BYE LOVES ! :) Group picture of yesterday :) Yesterday=Fun day :D

At poon's house

2009-09-24T15:09:00.002+08:00

Hi loves! :) haha, i'm at poon's house using her itouch, in her room, on her chair, listening to her phone convo. Haha. Debbie ias being a pig, i think she will kill me if she sees this. Today had english cpmpo, haha. 1 down many more to go ): haha. Anw, i'm better alr :) at least until after eoys. I got so many people to thank so i'll do it after eoys :) i really love you guys :D Poon is getting angry, i'm eating a lot of rubbish. I'm gonna grow fat ): ): ): ytd wento Debbie's house and also eat a lot of junk food. Haha. I hate eoys, it makes me fat ): ):

DIFFERENT

2009-08-26T22:03:00.002+08:00

I'm gonna be different. I'm going to be weird :/ Idk why also, i just have this feeling that things are gonna be super duper ultra weird to th max. And i don't like it. I'm gonna post a letter to someone by sunday :) Something i've always wanted to do since a long long time ago :) Got back super a lot of papers :) And considering that i slack like shit this term i did quite well :) :) :) I passed everything so far, except chinese :/ I even pass amath ! I got back english, emath, chinese, amath, physics, geog. And all not bad. I really hope can continue like that for eoys. I'm scared ): ): ): -How? What am i going to do w/o you? SiLi wants to come over on saturday to study. And mommy says we're shifting house. At th end of th year. I don't want ): I like my room and my big comfy bed. And my special wall with teddy bears on it. But maybe shifting house means i can find long lost things. Had chinese oral today and i think th examinar was laughing at me ): Like laughing at my chinese or smth ): I feel super sad ): But i hope i don't fail. I was like trying to prepare inside th room with SiLi and Cristy. We were like almost there but it was all lost, we sidetrack :/ We wento draw on th whiteboard, look out of th window and laugh at people. And everything else but not preparing for oral. Best. And i was shaking during th oral, i was really super duper scared. -And i couldn't tell you. I'm gonna print photos soon :) I love keeping photos :) And using them as bookmarks :) Especially those with meaning or memories to remember :) I'm scared, for anything and everything. Just now before oral i was really freaking out, i keep on saying 'omg'. And MrsD had to come in, i thought she would take me for oral. She doesn't like me ): Omg, okay. Enough words. I can't find any pictures cos Evan hasn't send them to me yet. Get well soon kay ! I miss you :) Omg, i'm gonna go mad soon. I can't wait to post th lettet :)

Damnit

2009-08-21T23:07:00.002+08:00

I feel super screwed now, don't ask why i won't say. I never wanto talk abt it again, its like just ________. Idk what to say anymore, i'm scared i say th wrong thing. So i shall just keep my damn freaking big mouth shut.

Eoys are like from 24/09 to 5/10 but i got practical on 17/09. I'm trying to occupy my mind with other things like studying. But sometimes it just doesn't work, it really doesn't. It'll never 'blow over' like you said it would. Not for a super duper long time.

I realised that running also helps me to not think abt it. I got like super duper a lot of things to say and do, but when i see you i just don't feel like saying anything. IDK WHY ! OMG ! It feels weird going to school now, knowing what has happened and all. How much everything could change in just a couple weeks. We've not talked for at least 2 weeks. And my guess is that you wanto keep things this way. I'll return something to you soon, it doesn't belong to me and will never will. I shouldn't even have it in th first place, you have something too but you don't have to return it. You can burn it, tear it or whatever but just don't give it back to me, i don't want it anymore. I didn't see you wearing it that day like i always used to see. I never thought things could change this quickly just cos of one freaking stupid mistake. I really hate it now, i'm hating every second of it. Its like i have this water storage inside me and whenever i think of what happened to us i just can't help it but cry. Why? Why can't we walk through this problem hand-in-hand like we used to? I thought what we had between us was stronger than any problem. I took it for granted. And now its too late to regret, i really hate myself. I hate myself for causing you so much trouble all this while and i hate myself for not being able to let go. I'm not strong enough. I still love you, Love. And i'm missing you every second i'm not with you. I'm sorry.

I'll be your friend and you'll me mine.
We'll talk and laugh about anything and everything under th sun okay?
Just anything but this, please.

I still love you

2009-08-11T19:02:00.003+08:00

I suck :/ Don't ask why, i know its random. I can't study w/o sidetracking and thinking about that day. I really suck :/ :/ :/

Today's paper still not that bad, i managed to write things for ss and i totally crap th whole way for lit. I hope can at least pass. I'm supposed to be studying geog but i don't understand a single shit and all th notes are online. So i sidetrack, again :/ And fb has a freaking problem with me, i can't log in :/ Today Regina relief my class for lit, laugh a lot. She is like th ultimate bomb, but at least she allow us to eat. I'm scared for tmrw's paper, supposed to find people to teach me either geog or math, but nevermind. I scared geog got LOMS question, i suck at that. Unless its open book :/ I seriously feel super sucky, maybe cos of tests. Idk. IDK IDK !!

Wento meet mommy, chehcheh and Ariane at kfc. Studied a bit then wento ntuc fior a while then to delifrance to eat. Mommy told me that my phone going to be done soon yesterday. So today i asked her how she know, she said 'Oh, a little bird told me.' Then i said 'Mommy, since when daddy become a little bird?' Haha. But th good news is that my phone is gonna come back.

Omg, seriously. I don't feel like doing anything anymore. I don't feel like studying, i don't feel like going to school, i don't feel like talking to anyone except you, i really really don't feel like doing anything. And i won't study anymore, cos i can't. My brain is like running away and unless someone sits beside me and makes sure i study, i won't. I feel like giving up, right now this minute this second. But i can't and i won't, especially after i put so much effort into keeping it this way, i won't give up. And i promise you, i'll do anything to make things better. I NEVER EVER WANTO GO BACK TO SQUARE ONE. -I think only you know what i'm talking abt.

Omg, i need prayer. I'm gonna go mad, someone help me ): ): ): Idk why but ever since that day i feel like crying, like even th smallest thing can make me wanto cry. Don't ask me why, really. I'll just cry. I don't feel like talking to anyone, but at th same time i wish someone knows how i feel and i can talk to that person. But i'll just leave it until after cts, maybe even after EOYS. See how first, omg. OMG. OMG !! Really, try not to make me angry. Idk why but i have this feeling that i'll just scold you, and its not pms-ing. Really.

That's how close i feel i am to losing you

2009-08-07T14:37:00.015+08:00

Haha, i'm bored cos i'm alone at home and i can't study by myself for nuts so i'll talk abt my very fun week :D :D HAHA.

Tuesday

Didn't go train cos had lit rehersal for th TKAM court scene thingy but still went down to srjc with Vic (: Haha. Vic was TRYING to teach me geog but she went mad, i also don't know why xD HAHA, and she punched me too ): Wento bubble tea shop with Amirah and Camilla then home-ed with Amirah :D Amirah almost lost her wallet on th bus, but i prayed :) Haha, so in th end my junior behind us found th wallet and gave it back to her before we alight :) Haha, God works wonders :) Stayed at th playground for quite some time :) :) Haha, i like th sky at night :) If only s'pore was darker, then can see more stars :) That night only saw 2, i think. Haha, someone had to drag me upstairs and somemore press th lift for me before i go up ;x

Wednesday

Debbie didn't come to school ): and had th colours award rehersal :/ Haha, i was supposed to borrow uniform from debbie but cos she didn't come i wento ask other people. Someone wanted to lend me her uniform but she only got 1 , but still thanks Love :D Haha, in th end i still wear back my own one :) My uniform still th nicest :) Haha. But school ended at 2 and th rehersal only starts at 4.30 ! Haha, so stayed in class until 4.30 then went down to hall. Haha, i got caught for almost everything that they can catch ;x Uniform, hair, socks :/ Haha, and th track people can't bow tgt for nuts ! HAHA ! Super paiseh cos we had to bow 3 times before they say okay. Wahlao, then we still at th side practicing x) Haha. Found out smth in th morning but no one except th person who told me and you know, so shh .. Home-ed by myself ):

Thursday

Had th lit play thingy and i really didn't look like a stupid policeman ! Haha, i still look super girl. Supposed to bring my chair down for today national day celebration thingy but i didn't ;x Haha. Satyed back to watch th national day rehersal :) Supoosed to find someone but idk where she was so i waited in class and i fell asleep :x HAHA ! Found her at th grandstand watching th rehersal too :) Stayed back with her and Vivian, Belinda, Evan, Rosalind and Esmer :) Super scary, got a lot of people faint. Wento bench after th rehersal to wait for WenXuan and laugh a lot. Haha. Belinda was saying th 'Your momma so fat' thing, and Evan laugh super funny. Then someone threw th thermometer case and almost hit me ! Wahlao, super scary. Idk why but my back was super pain, ever since that day at th playground when i accidentally hit my back :/ Home-ed with Amirah again and something happened. She say she hate thursdays cos forever will have someone make her super angry. Wanted to stay at th playground until 8 plus but saw daddy so th 2 of us run ;x Haha, in th end i ask her to go home :) And i accidentally burnt myself ironing my uniform for today :/ Haha, but i didn't touch th iron only hot part iof my blouse that i just ironed ;x Haha.

Today

woke up super early cos need to be in school by 6.30 for checking of attire :/ Left th house by 5.45 cos chehcheh don't wanto go school so early and i don't mind going school myself :) Met Amirah on th bus and go school with her :) In th end they only started checking out attire like at 6.40. Haha, i pass ! Except some stupid prefect ask me to unfold my socks ):< My uniform was like super long plus high belt :x Haha, borrowed from Evan cos my longest one is still above th knees x) Watched th parade from th classroom cos they don't want us to perspire, haha. Amirah took many many photos of WenXuan, super cool th way they march. Damn nice :) :) Haha, wento th hall for colours award and celebration :) Super scary, haha. My hands were like super cold. And end up th award is just a paper :/ And we bow TOGETHER !! HAHA, like finally :) Th celebration quite nice :) Camilla went high during th community singing and she was super short standing beside Amriah and me x) Haha. And we bully her a lot x) And we did PL wave :D Haha. And even though i didn't bring any chair down they say i must bring 1 chair back so i bring :) Haha, means i got extra chair to put my things :) Stayed in th class for a while then wento find daddy and mommy :) Home-ed :) And here i am. I'm alone at home, i know i'm supposed to be studying cos cts is like next week and i still don't i understand a single shit but i can't study alone ! Haha, i sidetrack super and get distracted super fast. Haha.

I miss my phone ):

Haha, idk when this was taken but it shows a few things. Haha, i like to drink milk :) My side of th room is super messy cos i can't be bothered and i do try to study :D :D :D Haha. And look at my new lights :) Haha, they are super cool but quite low. And super bright :) -Love, that's th light you saw that day coming from my room :)

If only time could stand still when i'm with you

2009-08-03T23:58:00.003+08:00

HAHA ! Its like 1 week since i last blogged x)And i'm really lazy to keep on updating my blog. Somemore very little people read it and actually tag, so yeah. I'm still thinking (: Today stayed back to finish geog assignment and study (: Haha, and i have stapler but no stapler bullets x) SO borrowed from Amirah (: And ended up studying tgt. Saw Evan, Rosalind they all downstairs when we leaving so go find them for a while. Cheryl Amanda Foo was there (: Haha, home-ed with Amirah. Found out something, shocking. We stayed downstairs for a while (: Haha, she was supposed to read her ss book but ended up being distracted by my super uber cool phone xD HAHA ! Stayed downstairs for like 1 hour plus and saw many many kids at th playground. Haha. And i saw a star :D Haha, like 7 plus going 8 th sky colour super nice (: Haha, and its a full moon too (: She finally managed to make me go upstairs like close to 9, haha. Today was super fun :D HAHA, especially after school :D Oh-yah, i have colours :D HAHA, means i get to sit in th classroom :D Haha, and i'll be with Amirah, Vic and Camilla :D But need to wear my long and high belt uniform ): ): Sucks. And need to pull up socks and pin up fringe ): Wahlao. And right, i think i'll go straight home after th celebration cos got no one to go out with alr ): Wahlao - its my favourite word now (: Btw, those who don't know. My phone down graded like a few generations to a super ancient phone with a super nice crack on th screen. But don't laugh at me kay, my phone is COOL ! (: It has bounce (: Haha.

Posted by Love

2009-07-27T22:49:00.004+08:00

Okay,by the way I type,people will know definitely,I'm not Andrea. Okay wait,I'm already giving myself away. Haha! Such a fool. Apparently,the person who owns this blog has no time to update her blog so I'll do it for her. The owner's doing her Lit project now and she's moving at a very slow rate. You won't wanna know how slow. Seriously(: She started at about nine plus. At 2130h,she's typed two words only. Now,she only finished typing 247 words and it's already 2156h. HAHA! She don't have to sleep already. She don't need to sleep,I need to. So,I shall end it here for her(: _____________________________________________________________________ HAHA ! Its me :) Btw chehcheh dreamt that Jeremy kidnapped me, and even say he will hit my ankles so that i cannot run away -.- And all cos he is from some terriost group. HAHA ! Super funny. And its not a lit project love, its just a script for some play. Haha. I got nothing to write alr (: Thanks Love (:

2009-07-23T20:12:00.002+08:00

I AM FREAKING BORED ! ): Wento th airport last night by myself, took 53. It is like a freaking long ride. Bff and i went high at th foodcourt then say uncle Ricky, aunty Jo and Sean. Aunty Jo bought me a drink then wento find Dione they all. Bff made me scream super loud at T3 there, super paiseh. Then actually was super high all that but when Dione going in that time th mood really change. And i realised that when i see people cry i also will cry. Then when people super sad got some people don't know doing what. Daddy came to pick us up at around 12. Today didn't go school cos daddy say don't go. Supposed to have lit test today :/ Woke up like at 9 plus going 10 then daddy say when he pick Ariane up then go see doctor alr. And idk why but i wanto go to school, i don't wanto stay at home anymore. I miss school :x And i've been holding on to someone's watch since sunday x) Haha, and your jacket since yesterday. Haha. I'm bored. Bored. BORED. BORED !

IDKKK !

2009-07-15T22:35:00.002+08:00

IDKKKKKKKK ! Haha, its my favorite word now. Cos idk anything, idk how to do th stupid narrative essay, idk how to do amath, idk what to bring for chinese thingy, idk what to do with everything going on now. So when people ask me anything i'll just say 'IDKKKK ! :)' Went out yesterday to flyer, i lazy to blog now cos i'm not even supposed to be blogging :/ HAHA! But i will blog abt it, just not today and i don't think anytime soon also cos I NEED TO STUDY ! :D :D I actually study one :) Today, uhm, today .. I forgot what happened leh ! x) And i saw in th newspaper that got this girl have 2 hearts. Haha, th first thing that come to my mind is that ........ HAHA, i think only mommy, Alesha and Naomi knows :/ Today i actually did my hw :) HAHA. So tmrw won't get scolding x) And i did try for chem, i stared at th question for super long and finally conclude that idk how to do. HAHA. Supposed to call Joanne like at 9 but i need to do stupid essay thingy :/ So end up she called me. SORRY ! My life is starting to look brighter :D All cos i decided on smth :) Haha, and today school was F-U-N cos of my decision :) I'm glad i sended that msg, if not we wouldn't even be talking now :) Haha. Gonna study tmrw :D :D :D Haha, my plan might backfire cos of someone x) Haha, but at least better than studying at home. And i might either fall asleep or go super high tmrw, both also bad. Haha, and i'm still waiting to go to someone's house :/ HAHA, i'm talking rubbish and i think i better go and sleep. Later tmrw i fall asleep again then must self-study more ): Haha. Bye world, I'm leaving :)

-.-

2009-07-12T20:36:00.003+08:00

Whatever i ever told you is 101% th truth, why won't you just believe me? You told me that you were happy that i told you th truth but that isn't what your blog say. Why can't we just talk things through? I told you on th day i said those things to you that i never should have said anything, now you know why. I really didn't want things to turn out this way. I really didn't lie to you, i was never out with J. I followed my parents and he followed his parents and out parents were going out tgt, so we ended up at th same place. Other than that, ever since he appeared i've NEVER went out with him. And you, why must you create so much trouble once you come back? I've told her i'll never fight with her ever again. This time i won't say anything except that I GIVE UP. I'll never bother myself with you ever again for my whole life. I know it'll be difficult but eventually i'll make it. Its obvious that you like her more so stop deceiving yourself that you still like me cos i won't like you back, not now, not ever. I don't care however you treat me now as long as you treat her well. And if you tell her you love her, make sure she is th one and only one. Don't break her heart again. I feel so shitty now, i feel like crying but i shouldn't. And so i won't, or at least not in front of people. Many many things happened this week, kinda forgot almost everything. All i rmb is that i went out with Bff, Aprille, Shane, Ryan, Sean, YiQian, Nicole and Jedrek. Wento ice-skate at kallang there for 2 hrs. Then Jeremy came and wento bugis to eat dinner and take neoprints. Then daddy came and picked me up. Then saturday had parent's cluster bonding then wento temasek club there. Bff, i finally rmb th place x) Learned th Hoedown Throwdown dance :) And we actually dance at th poolside there, and got people looking :/ Had heart-to-heart talk with Bff :) Then went home, study math then went for dinner with Bff, Shane, and th adults at sembawang there. Talked abt people and laughed a lot :) First time ever since that stupid day. Sunday meet Sally early :) Finally talked to her abt my problems, and i really told her EVERYTHING. Sat with Aprille Ang Li Chen today cos Bff never come church ): Had farewell for Dione, Shane and Sean Wee. Super a lot of people cried for Dione. Then wento Roundy's house then home-ed.

With Aprille

2009-07-07T17:52:00.010+08:00

Saturday I didn't go to th airport cos most of my family people gone missing :/ Mommy, Ariane and Alesha was like missing even before i woke up. And chehcheh left like soon after i woke up so only left daddy and me. Then sudd daddy asked me what time Aprille they'll land then i said landed alr and i think he got a shock cos he said 'huh?!' damn loudly x) HAHA. Sunday Before service talked to Sally and Bff :) Haha. And th speaker was uncle Jeffery, so cool. Celebrated Samantha's birthday :) Wento Macs for lunch wth Bff, Aprille they all. Walk around Loyang Point then wento uncle WeeSing's house. Supposed to go to kor Justin's house but didn't cos mommy and Ariane sick then don't wanto pass it to th baby. Finally some human beings came and started reading Hi-5 book with Bff :) Went up to find Ariane and got a lot of human beings up there also. Wento Joaish's room and sit on th bad, i wanted to fall asleep alr then someone sit next to me. In th end i didn't really sleep cos Aprille make me read bedtime story to her and some idiot keep on disturbing me. Went for dinner at th Beach Road steamboat place :) And Glen and Joash took my daddy's car. And Ariane fell asleep on me :/ Ate a bit only cos still quite full and some idiot keep on giving me food :/ Say i'm anorexic and ask me to eat more :/Went walk walk around then home-ed :) Monday Woke up at around 7 plus cos i cannot sleep. Wrote letter to Bff then wento bathe all that. Left for E!hub at like 9. I was like super early lah, then walk around looking for people. Wento watch Transformers and Megan Fox is damn sexy! :) Haha. Bff accidentally spilled some coke on my chair and i was like somewhat screaming at her. Bff and i cannot watch action movies tgt cos th 2 of us will get super excited at th exciting part all that and we'll start screaming x) Haha. Wento Subway for lunch and i laugh until i cry. Supposed to go bowling but got super long queue so wento th kids bowl. They totally crash th place lah. Finally left and wento Tampines to buy my bag :) Wento meet Aprille they'll at Popular then they did th painting thingy and we wento AhKun's Kaya Toast for tea :) Haha. Then wento NTUC to play and i saw Fiona. Left with Aprille. And when i went home everyone cut short hair! Even Ariane. I got a shock lah, so now i'm th only one with long hair in my family :) Today Today is like Naomi's birthday! :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BELOVED PARTNER ! :D I LOVE YOU MANY MANY WOR ! Vic kinda freaked out today ;x HAHA! And home-ed by myself like some loner :/ I didn't see you for th whole day, are you avoiding me? And th freaking blogger got problem ):<>

you are having tution ):

2009-07-04T14:33:00.002+08:00

I'm frigging bored now ): Someone is having tuition for like 4 hours, i think. And it started only at 2 ): And Aprille they all are BACKKK! :) And tmrw i don't have any milk run :) And tmrw going to watch Transformers :) And monday no school, but idk if i should be happy or sad. I shall be both :) ): Haha. I can't upload any photos, idk why ): Haha, i really very nice to bluff meh? Naomi bluffed me again ): Abt some korean band i think, somemore not first time lah! And another time everybody gang up and bluff me that Naomi and JiaMin performing for SOP ): Haha, but i still love Naomi cos she is my PARTNERRR! :D And she calls me 'wifey' :) Haha, just that she is super violent sometimes and can hit me cos she is high :/ Haha, and she gets high when she eats th 'London chocolate roll' :/ Her birthday is on tuesday :) and Shelley's birthday is on Wednesday :) SiLi made for me friendship band :) Super nice :) Debbie and Naomi also have :) And i made one for Amirah and one for Naomi :) Haha, and Amirah helped me yesterday at th library with my draft thingy :D If not i think even after 2 periods i still will be there with a blank paper x) Haha, and now she is trying to make me read books to improve my english :/ Haha, i shall blog about school another day. I'm hungry and i'm gonna find food to eat :D "A hungry man is a angry man" Haha, that's what someone told me once :) BYEBYEEEE! :D :D :D

24 steps

2009-07-02T22:48:00.005+08:00

I'm bored, and someone never reply my msg ): I'm gonna finish th friendship by tmrw :D I'll do my draft tmrw cos i got self-revision then break :) But i end at 3.10 tmrw ): 1 period earlier than that idiot ;x Anw, i got nothing much to say so yeah. I miss someone, i wonder of that person dropped an eyelash ;x If you ever read this can you reply me? Please. I really miss you ): Bye world :D -Someone counted and told me that it takes 24 steps to walk to me :D

Church camp '09

2009-06-25T14:53:00.008+08:00

Shall blog about church camp :D Thursday Woke up early cos going by some bus way thingy then my parents scared got jam so leave early. Msged someone but got no reply :/ I guess too early lah. I drank coffee for th first time at m'sia macs :) Haha, slept almost th whole journey :) Ate A&W at m'sia there and saw th staff from A&W buying macs to eat! Haha. Cabbed to Aldy's hotel. Cheh cheh and i had our own room then we went crazy, haha. Like first time away from parents lah. Bathed then wento th Renaissance hotel cos mommy had meeting there. I had to walk with daddy cos cab only take 4 people :/ Wento find Pepper and Karen cos Bff sleeping. Then wento th meeting room to celebrate uncle Roland's birthday. Then i kinda forgot what happened, but went for dinner with Bff they'll to eat mee hon kuay. Then when walking back with Bff and Denise saw Kelvin they'll when we crossing th road. Then Bff and i stand there and wave ;x Like in th middle of th road. Took uncle Daniel's car back to Aldy. Ariane sleep with cheh cheh and me. Friday Checked out early in th morning to go to Renaissance- I still think it sounds like dinosaur :) Wento Bff's room and Sally was there :) Sally help Bff cut off her toe nail and Bff keep on disturbing me with it. Went down to th hall to help korkor Andy set up th hall. Helped out with th games then after th games wento find my room :) My room is like 1407 and Bff one is like 1410, so cool right! :) Went down for sermon, Ps Andrew was th speaker :) Then he say first night doesn't mean cannot be powerful :) Wait for Pepper, Dione, Karen and Denise to finish th de-brief then can practice JaiHo :) Haha, saw th BB boys playing. Damn funny, Bff and i laugh until cry. Practice JaiHo a few times then also got full dress one, dance until 12 plus then go and sleep :D Today is Amirah's birthday :D Wished her in th morning and called her like around 11 plus :) I missed you, i wonder if you felt th same way. Saturday Had devotion in Bff's room. Then went down together with Sally and Bff for breakfast :) Had ck duty, did song leading with Bff and Karen. Supposed to bring th kids for games by th pool side but Benjamin wanted to stay in th hall so i stay with him :) After a while he follow th rest of th children to play games. Wento youth hall for workshop, super dry. Had lunch then cluster bonding. Was in group one with Bff, Jeremy, Ryan, Sharon and Jason. Had to run around th hotel doing some really stupid things then had fear factor. Bff choose th 'ma la' mango thingy cos it is mango. Tasted okay, just that i ate th chili ;x It is mango, yogurt and chili. I ate 2 mouthfuls :) Then had like some quiz thingy, then had to go practice th dance with th adults. Supposed to wash up then go for bbq dinner but like no use bathing then get smelly again so never bathe. But ate a bit then went up to bathe before sermon. I crossed th line :D Had talent night after that and went high with Bff. But th dance damn malu cos th song never play then we stand there for super long. Damn paiseh. Danced Superheroes with th ck kids at th back of th hall, super fun. And Shane came! Wento take pictures before changing out, cam-whore like crazy :) Changed then went out for supper with Owen, Denise, Joshua, Sally, Kun, Bff, Shane and chehcheh. Wento but food from th provision shop before going back :) '1 biji 30sen' x) Ended up in Owen, Kun and Joshua's room. They played 98 and i fell asleep :/ Left around 3 plus then went back to sleep. Sunday Managed to wake iup for devotion in Dione's room. Went for breakfast with Dione, Sally and Bff then went for sermon. Then cos we were early Bff and i slept in th hall for a while. After sermon had workshop again. Then had free time! :D Wento makota with Bff, Shane, Ryan, Jeremy, Sharon, Lester and chehcheh. Cabbed there. Ate at Kenny Rogers and cannot finish :/ And Jeremy help me cut my chicken, HAPPY? Wento mega mall but ran back to makota to take money from mommy. Went back and bought bracelet and shades :D Went back and wento swim :) Really never swim for super long. Went for dinner late then sermon was with th adults. Wrote down my criteria list with Bff :) Wento Shane, Kenneth and Will's room at night. Didn't sleep th whole night. Joanne, YiQian they'll sudd come up to th room then say got some problem. Talked to them for like super long. Then something happened. Bff wento buy drinks for me cos i talking to Joanne. Sat outside at th corridor for like super long, at first with Joanne only. Then when she left with YiQian, Shane, Bff and Ryan come out. Went back to my room in th morning to take my things, bathed then wento see sunrise :)Ryan and Shane say Will sleep talk, then he said 'moral up' haha. Monday Checked out ): Then had 2 hours to eat and pack bag, but cos i pack my bag alr wento sleep in Shane, Kenneth and Will's room. There were like 6 people in th room, i think. Haha, then sleep until shiok. Went down for last sermon, we were supposed to write down what we aspire to be all that then give Sally. Prayed then church camp was over. Went for lunch nearby then walked back by myself, saw Kun, Karen they'll. Played 98 then had to leave alr. Took coach back :)Talked to Jeremy about somethings before leaving. Slept almost th whole way back, then th coach got some problem so left th place late. I still can sleep after drinking coffee :/ Haha. Tuesday Had training and was daddy's birthday. So went out for lunch together and they send me for training. Sat on th track cos they washing th place. Somehow 3k was still okay :) Did th usual then 5 rounds. Wento but bubble tea cos daddy picking me up to go swimming :) Talked to Evan and swim until 8 like that. Chehcheh made friends with th lifeguards and cos i was with her then also somewhat know them lor. Wento novena square to eat at lao bejing :) Mommy bought doughnuts too :) Then wento Udders to eat ice cream. Wento buy fries for Ariane and thought about somethings. Went home and washed my slippers and wallet :) Wednesday Met Serene at j8 then waited for Evan, Rosalind and Aleeya. Wento ntuc to buy food and i ended up pushing th cart :/ Bought bananas, chocolates, sweets and drinks :) Took 13 then changed to 153 to go to JingTing's house. Haha, we walked wrong way :/ In th end waited for LiXian at th bus stop then met JingTing at th overhead bridge. Stayed at JingTing's house until 11 plus. Th sec 2 dance was super funny, got th normal and fast forward version. And th sec 3 song is really damn paiseh :/ Haha, but th words is like meaningful :) Wait for daddy to pick me up then went home. Joanne called me, calling her later :) Today Went out with mommy and Ariane. Bought food for dinner and home-ed. Baby did something super dumb on th way home, we were walking then she saw a bird's feather. And she said,' Mommy, a birds' leaf!' HAHA! Evan say tmrw going out, i can't wait :) I want you to stay, cos i can't imagine me w/o you. Please stay. You told me things that no one ever said to me, things that I'll keep in my heart forever. I promise to change for you, please? Don't go, don't leave me. I love you.

happy

2009-06-12T18:44:00.005+08:00

Omg, haha. Its like super long since i last blogged x) Haha, idk why also. And now i got nothing to write :/ Supposed to study during th holidays, but i seriously can't study alone for nuts! x) Haha, and i think i eat super a lot this holiday ;x My holidays so far is like only trainings and more trainings. But at least i did some of my homework :D Haha, a bit of almost everything :) Yesterday training was like damn tiring ): But i bought my bubble tea :D Home-ed with Amirah and Serene :) Didn't go to macs with th rest. Haha, something happened yesterday :) Someone made me super happy at night, so happy until i cannot really sleep at night :D :D :D But that person is not here today ): Until sunday. Today forced myself to wake up early :) Haha, supposed to study or at least do something useful. But i'm th only one at home, since morining to like 7. Didn't really do anything except watch tv and use comp :) Haha, my plan backfired. Again x) Omg, i miss someone ): Haha. Super random, but yeah. And there is like no one online to talk to, finally i go online and there is no one online :/ Tmrw BFF and Sally coming over for cell :) haha, i don't have to go anywhere x) Oh-yah, tmrw is Davina's birthday alsio :) But i can't wait for sunday, when that idiot finally come back :D Mommy's having cell here later. And i'm super bored now, and there is no one to talk to since that idiot is not even in s'pore ): i really miss you now, and i regret returning you th picture also. i don't think i'll be seeing you for like a week? you not coming on tuesday and i'll be going on thursday already. i love you :) Btw, my birthday is in 134 more days and Amirah's birthday is like in 7 days :D

dying

2009-05-14T22:10:00.003+08:00

Today stayed back with Amirah, again x) haha, Did a bit of pw :D left school like 5 i think then wento serangoon there cos she need to top-up her card. Ended up in macs with her until like 7 plus, haha. We can talk non-stop one lor, haha. Now she really knows everything x) But she laugh at me lor, like 24/7 also can laugh abt me and at me ):< Haha, i accidentally wore her watch home x) haha. and now hopefully my grp won't get screwed tmrw ;x Btw, there is 163 more days to my birthday and 36 more days to Amirah's birthday :D :D :D Haha. I counted for her cos i got nth better to do x) And i counted my one cos of smth :B Haha. Oh-yah, i watched slumdog millionair during goeg. Damn nice :D :D :D Andandand, there was this bat in my class this morning. Haha, we were like all screaming lah. Then i had to step on my table to run away cos it was coming towards me x) Haha. I another day upload th pictures cos my comp crashed ): I gtg continue doing pw again ): Love you ~~truckload~~aeroplaneload? Haha, i think its bigger than tractorloads x) haha.

Knowing you, most likely you'll give me a chance But i don't wanto think what will become of us after that, th friendship we have, all that we've gone through tgt, and all th times we stuck by each other through thick and thin. But i don't wanto keep it from you anymore.

DEAD

2009-05-13T22:51:00.003+08:00

omg, haha. Sorry for th dead blog x) Haha, i'm like damn busy with pw so yeah :) Today stayed back with Gen and Cristy for a while then went opp to eat cup noodles :D Haha. Amirah like somewhat told me to wait for her but i can't read lips for nuts x) haha. So went back to school to find her :) Home-ed with her and we like walked all th way to th other bus stop cos of people then waited for Vivian H. to come :D haha. We like missed 5 53 :D Haha then i carried Amirah's bag, damn nice to hug :D :D :D :D :D She's gonna help me with pw tmrw :) Haha, i love her manxs! :D Anyone wanto help me tell me okay? :D haha, i really need help with pw :/ Its like on conserving water in S'pore. HAHA. and i need to do a 10 page report and i'm stuck on page 2! x) I've only done th cover page and th content page, haha. That's how much i need help :D Got back chem and physics paper today :) Haha, i like got 32/45 for chem but 22/45 for physics x) haha. So my chem fron A2 pull down to B4 :) haha, but at least i pass :D okay, i'm like not supposed to be here x) Haha, i'm like giving up my sleep for some project i don't even understand. So good right? Haha, bye people :D Love you :B (truckloads) x)

I'm gonna back off

2009-04-22T18:37:00.004+08:00

//Edited Okay, i officially give up on chinese oral. I don't care if i'm th first person or if i don't know how to read like 80% of th words cos i NEED to sleep :D I'm gonna study for lit and emath tmrw, hopefully. And plz pray for tmrw :D Thanks :) ____________________________________________________________ Me and Abby :D

Friday had semi's for 4by1 and they got into th finals :D Just that we think its somewhat not fair, especially to CHIJ KC. But even if we wanto give up our placing, there is nothing we can do so we'll just run our best and show th others what we've got x) Denise came over, but th race over alr. Haha, supposed to go for cell with her and Nicole but ended too late. Went for dinner with Amirah, Caryn, Hillary, Grace and Camilla at Lot1. Home-ed with th same people but i alighted at yio chu kang cos daddy and mommy picking me up from there. Then cos idk anything abt yio chu kang mrt i ask Amirah to alight with me x) Haha, she really alight with me then she take bus from there :) Saturday is like sleeping day :D I sleep th earliest on friday night but i wake up th latest and somemore sleep in th afternoon :x HAHA, don't laugh at me. Idk why but i like cannot sleep enough, i'm forever tired. Sunday church and had lunch at bedok south. And idk why also but i nowadays don't really like to talk much, like i'll rather keep quiet and listen to other people talk :) Monday Amirah taught me physics :D Haha, she managed to teach me until chapter 2. I really don't understand physics. But i think we ended up talking more :D Home-ed with her that day. Stayed back with Kim and Cristy while waiting for Amirah :) Pretty but horny girl :) -she looks like she wanto jump down x) Ytd had training at sr and some gross people was there. G-R-O-S-S ! ~~StareL~~ook somemore lah, th more you look th more i'll continue x) Haha, i think only Amirah and Hillary will know. And mrLim changed th positions for th 4by1 team so now i'm running. Like th FINALS is on thursday and he changed on tuesday, we only have 1 chance to practice. Camilla 'fell' on th 2nd full run x) Haha, i'm kind enough not to say anything more lor :D We were like watching th jc people do circuit training and its damn funny, haha. Wento for dinner with Amirah, Caryn and Camilla. Meet many many people there, haha. Home-ed by myself on 153 :D And Amirah msg-ed me, haha. Long long story that some people only know :D Today is like no fan and aircon day and fruits day. Haha, clique ran to th toilet before th prefect can ask anything. Had english test and physics test, and physics test was on chapter 4 and 5. So i somewhat copied Abby's paper for physics x) Amath was boring and i was drawing with my crazy amath partner :D I love her :D My ever so crazy, full of ideas, amath partner :D :D

Maybe somethings have to be said no matter how hard it hurts or what th consequences are. Cos i don't think not saying anything at all and pretending that nothing is happening isn't gonna change anything, so its either we talk this out or i'll just walk out. I don't care anymore cos right now, you don't even seem to matter to me. So maybe you should just get a life that doesn't involve flirting and move on cos i may not be there when you look back.

I miss you

2009-04-19T18:10:00.002+08:00

Tuesday had 100m heats and i missed th qualifying placing by 0.13s! Best, just best. Wento Lot1 with Caryn, msDeepa and Camilla for lunch. Home-ed with Camilla and wento to school to find Amirah to tell her things :D Wento macs with her and talked a lot x) She almost forget abt her lessons! Haha. Wednesday went to cck stadium to train with th 4by1 team. Only Amirah, Grace, Gladys and Hillary went down. And Caryn was there. Idk why but didn't feel like training x) Home-ed with Gladys and Amirah and they cleverly pang seh-ed me at ang mo kio ):<> Thursday was th 4by1 heats. Thank God for people like Caryn if not i'll be like some loner shouting for PL :x Haha. Wento flim th race with Caryn and saw someone :/ They came in first for their heats so ran down to th finishing line to find them :D :D :D Caryn was like rewind, fast forward. Super irritating, but th race really damn close. Home-ed with Amirah, Camilla, Grace, WanLeng, Esther, Hillary and Caryn. Th 6 of us sit tgt then damn funny. Amirah, Camilla and i sleep all th way. And Amirah 'walked' me home :D I lazy to explain th rest, another day ba. Tmrw Amirah going to teach me physics :D Haha, hopefully i can understand :D

short post

2009-04-13T17:21:00.004+08:00

Hellos world :D This will be a short post cos i'm supposed to be sleeping x) Haha, i think i'm falling sick but i don't wanto tell mommy cos later she don't let me run tmrw ): Haha. I'm supposed to be having enough rest for tmrw. But i obviously can't cos i can't even sit properly ! ): I'm freaking out like nobody's business. I'm really damn scared ! ): Amirah and Vic left this morning, haha. And i remembered to msg her, like finally. Gladys pass me her track suit and i saw Camilla and Hillary wearing th suit. I'll look as retarded tmrw. And plz pray for me :D :D :D That i'll be okay by tmrw so that i can run properly :D BFF, up to you if you wanto ask :) Haha, but don't let anyone else know, at least not now x) And Amirah, don't sad alr okays? Haha, cheer up lah! LOVE (:

Sports day

2009-04-11T20:24:00.012+08:00

Pictures from sports day :D :D :D I love this year sports day. Amirah's team got 1st for 4by1, then my team got 2nd :D Haha, my team almost got 3rd x) We were like burning in th sun cos th teacher ask us to wait there and cannot move so we started painting ourself :D Haha, wanted to have water fight after that one ): This year individual champ for sec 1,2 and 3 all from chew :D Haha. Vic, Cristy and Me :D Me and Naomi :D JingTing's dots CHEW HOUSE :D I LOVE CHEW :D Lee house Archer Small people x) After th whole sports day took many many pictures with chew house comm :D Haha, they are really damn fun :D :D :D Natasha and Me :D ME :D :D :D Gladys was teaching Amirah how to play th guitar :D Haha, she looks like she's gonna eat th guitar x) Gladys and stone Serene x) Then wento AMK hub with trackers :D :D Me and Rosalind :D

Update

2009-04-06T18:35:00.002+08:00

Haha, i really super th long never update x) But its cos i'm busy studying :D Haha, really. I'm not lying. Idk what to say lehs .. Like got nothing much to say x) Today did chem practical :D Haha, Clique wento A classes to borrow test-tubes ;x And MrL know abt th 'time' thingy alr, haha. He said smth then we all laugh then he found out ;x Haha, i think he know everything alr lor. Its just that he can't really change much x) Home-ed with Egg and Davina :D Damn funny, Egg was like talkin got me but look like she talking to Davina so i turn around to see Davina. Then Egg give th 'huh?' look and Davina said 'i thought Egg was talking to you?' Haha, then in th end Egg really talking to me ;x I listen in physics today x) Haha, then i somemore do his work. First time x) I gtg do hw and revise for cts :D Now i'm thinking what if we never ever did end it? Would we still be treating each other coldly? Can't we even be friends? Normal friends?

2009-03-26T22:23:00.002+08:00

OMGGGG! I'M GOING CRAZY ALR x) Haha, i tmrw got sports day and i'm like running and also got cheerleading for chew house! )': I'm damn scared i dance wrongly ;x Damn paiseh but th outfit is NICEEE :D Especially th shirst :B Haha, cos i haven't see th skirt -.- And saturday have 4x200m relay. SHP one! OMGG, just kill me man. Somemore first event of th day lehs! I was shivering when we did th run just now lah. And Ms Hazelin don't let Amirah go to support ):< Irritating lah, last time is we forever can go down to support one lor. And tmrw i need to be at serangoon stadium by 6.30AM. Wahlao, i need to sleep )':

Short hair

2009-03-18T15:35:00.005+08:00

HAHA! OMGG! I'M DAMN SUPER HIGH :D :D Oh-yah, i cut my hair on monday. Haha, like just cut. And it become shorter )': Haha, but thinner (: RuiQing BiaoYi came over on monday, with UNCLE Rodrick and TianTain :D TianTian only speaks chinese ): So i think she didn't understand me when i asked her to look at me. Haha, ytd training was slack. And damn fun :D :D Lya came for training, like finally. Then i was on th but on th way to srjc and Amirah called me. She said MrL wanto start training now, which was like 2.30. but MsD say training is usual time meaning 3.30. Then Vic called me, i freaked out in th bus and started tying my hair :/ And it is really really short )': Met Vic, Evan, Rosalind at th security thingy then somewht ran in and realised Jasmine not here yet. Then YuanLin and Edith was with us also. And like th 7 of us sat down in th middle of nowhere to wear shoes cos all of us wearing slippers. Haha. Then we run to th toilet to change then i like screamed cos i almost bang into Amirah. Haha. Lya really made warm-up more fun lor :D She was like singing then we all started singing (: Then run 1st round alr we all damn tired cos talk a lot :x haha. Ran with Sama, Amirah and Lya -th slackers grp :D Did 1 100m by myself and 2 1/2 100m with Rosalind cos i didn't know i was in 100m for nats :/ Talked with Lya, Gladys, Evan they'll. Evan said she like my body -.- Then she was like touching my stomach saying its very flat, nice blah blah. And Hillary also got figure lehs! Haha. I wento pull her shirt ;x Then started doing gym with Gladys :D I miss gym )': Wento serangoon macs with Lya, Amirah, Evan and Rosalind :D Haha. I think we were like making a lot of noise on th bus :/ And i didn't eat :D I was doing math and Amirah was like telling me it all looked like greek to her -.- Then they all started drawing on my paper. What 'Amirah's box'. Haha. So my paper ended up looking like that :/ Then they tore out another paper to draw more. Haha, they are damn funneh people :D And i love them :D :D :D Back view Front viewThey were drawing some muthubak thingy, haha. Gladys and Amirah waited with me for 156 :] Gladys saw this rat and she said it was cute? Then she saw this lizard on th wall beside me. I freaked out then wento sit with Amirah. Haha. Then home-ed. Amirah started talking abt her eyecandy, again. Haha, who knows? Gladys and i said th same thing at th same time.

I guess it was just wishful thinking on my part

2009-03-15T18:42:00.006+08:00

Saturday had Allcommers ;x Super scary lah! I was like in school at 11.40 alr cos daddy send me there. Vic and Jasmine came then got Evan, they all. Waited for Amirah cos wanto go buy safety pins :/ She went high cos she's crazy :B Haha. Finally school get us big big bus to go for competition :D Sat with Amirah and used her phone, haha. I even replied her sms :D My event was like th first few, but at least i got Amirah :D Changed then wento warm-up at carpark there. Stupid cars, drive until damn slow. Then also damn irritating, so many people learning how to drive there. We like warm-up 2 times cos MrL make us warm-up too early. Then going to finish warming up th 2nd time they call for us alr :x I freaked out lah! Haha, good thing got people there to talk to me. They called us like super early cos we were like stoning at th track for super long. And Amirah asked if got lightning alert -.- HAHA. I imagined eyecandy at th finishing line so I WILL run finish th race :D Haha, it worked. But my legs still super pain ): Amirah also did that, same minds. But i run faster than her lehs! Means my eyecandy means more to me then her eyecandy to her. HAHA. Hillary came and gave me th bubble tea :D Wento find Esther to return her her clip then i was like some weirdo walking all over th place looking for her. Saw WanYi :D Haha, Caryn and QianWei came also. I tied Rosalind, YuanLin, Edith(?) and Brenda's hair :DD Haha, then i was supposed to tie my hair but i gave up :/ Ate my nutella bread and shared it with many many people (: Ended super late cos everything got delayed :x Took th big big bus back again and talked to Hillary and Amirah abt _______. GB people still in school when we reach then saw Egg, Davina, ChinYee, Michelle they all. Haha, they got GOLD for drill :B Synapse people also there, but Joanne went for piano exam so she not there ): Went for dinner with Amirah, Hillary, Caryn, QianWei, MsD, Esther and Wanleng. Hillary seriously eat damn a lot, left pastamaina she still feel like eating :/ So wento basement to find food. Walked home cos was at j8. Now inside my phone got many many baby/little people photos :D Haha, i just find them super cute. Then Hillary's sisters damn cute. SEE! :D Then this boy look like some actor :B And this is how Esther look like when she was young ;x Haha. Why didn't you write anything? I thought things have changed, at least you would have sub-ed in some name. Isit you still can get over her? I really wanto know. Cos if we both know that this is not going anywhere, why continue? We never should have started in th first place, this is all a big mistake. I really thought things changed, at least a bit. All my dreams will never come true with th way things are turning out now. Plz reply my e-mail, i really wanto know.

My life (:

2009-03-13T18:54:00.007+08:00

Thursday had heats (: I came in 2nd for 200m, my legs were like damn tight and i straight away fall after th finish line :/ Haha, but it was damn pain. And i think there were 4 people massaging my leg after that :D I LOVE CAMILLA, I LOVE VICTORIA, I LOVE GLADYS And, I LOVE AMIRAH ♥ Haha, i think Amirah was like th 1st one to run to me (: And i hugged her before running cos she was th umpire :D Had training after that and trained in school ): My leg was better but my stomach super pain. Like th feeling of wanting to vomit but th vomit don't wanto come out. Egg and Davina said they saw me running, but i didn't see then lehs :B Daddy came and pick me up (: If not i go for dinner with Amirah and Hillary :D Today no e amth cos supposed to clean up th classroom. Went for some meeting for sports day thingy. "fetch" Hillary back to her class cos she was like limping then i slowly climb all th way up by myself )': HAHA, i ordered th school mag :D I wanto see pictures :B Saw mommy and Ariane in school during lunch :D Clique says Ariane is super cute, but i think they won't say that if they live with her :x I think she like trauma after so many people go up to her. Haha. I LISTENED IN LIT CLASS! :D Haha, MrN is like damn drama. But can understand what he talking abt and i somemore take down notes lehs! Haha, shocking. Stayed back to help Debbie and Davina with their chinese thingy and do some chinese assignment book :D Wento find Vic and Rosalind for story (: Found Amirah in th toilet ;x HAHA, walked down with her. Gladys and Amirah walked me to th bus stop :D Haha, hugged Amirah before i left (: I LOVE HUGS! :B Now i'm alone at home cos tmrw got competition then must sleep early D: I'M DAMN SCARED! I'm like running 100m for th 14.5-15s category. SCARY PEOPLE )': Need to report in school at 12.15. Wear school related shirt with berms. Bring jeresy and fbts. Maybe wear slippers to school. Don't forget spikes! Haha, THANKS VIC! She is like my secretary :D She tells me what hw i have, blah and she's gonna tell me what is my holiday hw :D Haha. I'm like gonna see Amirah, Hillary they'll tmrw again. So it'll be like i see them th whole week :/ I'M HUNGRY ): BUT THERE IS NO ONE ELSE AT HOME TO GET FOOD FOR ME ): ): Oh-yah! I like got this lollipop from Liyana and she said its from MrL :D AHH! Haha. Baby face :B And this is Amirah's nephew :D Haha, super cute! :B

Life is sad

2009-03-11T19:40:00.003+08:00

Had training 2 days in a row but i didn't train :] Monday was cos i still taking medicine so sat there with LiXian, then left my shoe bag in Hillary's class. And tuesday was like cos clever me forgot to bring my pe shirt :x Then mommy also don't want me to train, she keep on saying 'You haven't fully recover yet.' She tells me that like almost every morning when she wakes me up (: And she also will ask me 'Do you feel well? If not don't need to go to school.' :} Haha, my mommy is damn cute. But quiet naggy :/ I didn't go to macs yesterday, home-ed by myself cos mommy wants me home early. Watched th table tennis match in my school, Victoria against Raffles. Haha, th Victoria guy looks somewht cute. But in a way gay :/ And Amirah's nephew is damn cute! Haha. I lazy upload th picture, but i got it :D I CAN'T BALANCE EQUATIONS FOR NUTS! )': I was like with LiXian at srjc and i took super duper ultra long to do 4 damn equations. Like even after they finish training i also haven't finish my hw :x And MrL was like damn cute, he said 'Nevermind, then i won't mark th one you haven't balance yet.' And i was like 'Then you can don't mark th whole paper alr cos i only did th first page.' Haa. But in th end i still hand up my work (: Had chew house dance today :D I can't crump ): -for those who know what it is, its cos i got NOTHING! Haha. Th dance is like damn super fast, i was laughing th whole way cos of Weedy. She is like a latin dancer and th dance is like cheerleading. She was damn graceful, haha. I like th ball part :B But th best part is th 'go home' part :D Haha, duhh~ Idk why but i feel like crying, someone lend me your shoulder to lean on.

SICK

2009-03-08T21:35:00.004+08:00

Hello world :D I WAS sick :DD Haha, got fever all that BUT i'm okay now :B -there's always a 'but' to most things I still wento church cos when i wake up no more fever alr :D I like today's worship (: Esp th song 'Your grace is sufficient for me' Your grace is sufficient for me Your strength is made perfect When I am weak All that I cling to I lay at Your feet Your grace is sufficient for me I'm no longer striving To merit Your love I rest in Your promise to me That all of my sins have Been washed in Your blood Your mercy is all that I need You see me as righteous Because of the blood That made the atonement for me Your mercy has triumphed Where I should be judged So now by Your grace I am free Got 2 letters today (: One from Bff, one from Joanne. And Bff infront of th letter write 'Andrea Stone Forever' -.- then still add 'even Sally calls you stone. Haha.' ): Went for lunch with Bff they all and bought th soft soft sweet :DD Wento bubble tea shop there to talk (: Haha and Shane told me smth :/ Cos Bff suspected it at first then go ask Shane to confirm. Haha. Picture from that day at LiLi's house :D Tmrw is Abby's birthday :DD Going to be th bomb manxs! :DD But i tmrw got dance for sports day and training ): Somemore i think it clashes D: My week is super tiring ): ): Everyday is full, then got no time to use comp ): Oh-yah, i got competition this week. I not sure exactly when but it shld be either friday and saturday or saturday and sunday. Super scared manxs! Pray for me okays? (:

should i take th risk?

2009-03-05T19:56:00.002+08:00

Today super high in school :DD Haha, skipped silent reading cos we need to do some survey :B Today all th lessons super dry, then fell asleep in class :/ Haha, got back chinese today I got th lowest in my band, 30 plus/100 ;x And i think i also failed e math ): But i didn't cry cos got people to cheer me up :D Heats was damn rubbish lor Idk why trackers also have to take part :/ Did 100m and 4x100 I think my timing was like 14s? ): Camilla and Amirah's heat damn funny, Camilla still can talk and ask Amirah to run faster Did last minute changes for my 4x100 team :D Ran with Amirah's team ): Wahlao, they ALL is trackers one lah Didn't eat anything so my stomach pain ): Haha, walk walk with Vivian then go see Amirah's long jump :B Followed Vivian cos she need to go cca alr Heats ended but MsD want us to do training :/ Did 50m filelegs, supposed to do 4 rounds but stop like at 2 cos of some lightning thingy Haha, Amirah was like damn purposely one lah! At first i got a shock, then she told me why -secret mission (: Waited at track board for Amirah's meeting to end, Played truth or dare and Vic dared Gladys to shout 'Andrea, I LOVE YOU.' She really go and shout lah, then is like almost th whole world can hear :/ Damn pasieh. In th end Amirah got super pissed off cos of smth So faster leave before big thing happen Haha, Hillary and i were like trying to make her happy :D Then Hillary keep on counting how many times she smile Amirah: ITS NOT WORTH IT OKAYS! :D Home-ed with Amirah, Hillary and Gladys And i ate Amirah's bread :DD haha, damn nice (: Supposed to go for dinner with them but i rushed home cos of eyecandy ♥ Youwerethonewhotoldme7,ididn'tsayanything.Yethereiam,waitinglikeafoolforyoutocomeback.You arethonlyonewhocangetmyhopesupskyhighandfalltothground. And Amirah told me smth damn ~~funny~~ ~~weird~~ ~~wrong~~ Aiyah, just damn shocking And until now i cannot believe, i still think its not true I was like shouting at j8 cos of that, then walking home that time i keep on laughing to myself :/ I'll let go when its time, it will be soon. Once i know i'm not needed, i love you eyecandy ♥

Happy birthday jolene

2009-03-04T20:33:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOLENE (~~EGG~~CHICK) Haha today super high :DD Then early in th morning cos Egg got GB so Cristy & i shout down from classroom to th track there :B But in th end she say she never hear :/ Used ss period to sing song to Egg :D Haha, then we draw on th whiteboard then don't let MrT erase (: I failed ss ): -but i don't really care :D Slept during chem cos Abby also sleep, then got no one to talk to ): Bought cake for Egg :D Then somemore we tell Egg we never buy cake and she believe! :D Went late for lit and we changed teacher Haha, he damn drama lah But like super funny, got a lot of stories Talked during english abt that time sec 2 camp th ndp people thingy I failed a math D: Then Egg was super funny lah, she say i cannot cry on her birthday Then clique cheered me up :DD I LOVE THEM ♥ Chapel was super funny, I LOVE PINK ELEPHANTS! Haha, i'm thinking abt them now :DD Damn super cute, esp th last one I think pastor Ruben talk super funny, he's childhood experience Sing 'happy birthday' in th hall after chapel then group hug :D Wento LiLi's hse after school :D Haha, super fun there Talked A LOT cos very long never talk to them alr ): I MISS 2-6 '08 D: LiLi, Olivia, Shalyn and Pimmala was there Took many many photos :DD Daddy picked me up (: And now i'm super duper high :DD Haha, self-high one I TRIED doing my hw but gave up cos mommy finish using th comp then she let me use Haha, okayokays I NEED to finish my hw alr ByeBye Love ♥