Why can't you see that it isn't a maybe anymore? I'm back. For good. But where are you?

I still keep a few letters, i still have a few things that are yours. When i miss you, i take them out to read.

And just like a natural reaction, i cry.

No one knows, isn't this fun?

Fooling everyone around me, letting them think i'm okay.

When i'm with others, its easy to pretend.

Th hardest part is being alone. When you don't reply. When i'm left dangling, holding on to what's worth. I didn't know better, i made stupid decisions. I thought i didn't have a choice, but now i know i do. And you don't know how much i need this chance. I know better, i know what i'm suppsed to do. But why won't you let me in? I've lost th one person that means everything to me. I want to take a walk, with no place in mind. Just continue walking until my legs give way and i can't walk anymore. No one can contact me, no one's gonna find me. I'm gonna be all alone, forever.