HELLOOOO ! :D My name is Andrea Judy Wong Kai Li :) & i'm 16 this year, born on 24 october :D I ♥ my Bff who does super random things when she's high :) And my Beloved Mentor SALLY :D And my church friends who are always there for me, to cheer me up 24/7 ^^ Currently studying in PLMGSS with a bunch of awesome friends :D

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I feel super screwed now, don't ask why i won't say. I never wanto talk abt it again, its like just ________. Idk what to say anymore, i'm scared i say th wrong thing. So i shall just keep my damn freaking big mouth shut.

Eoys are like from 24/09 to 5/10 but i got practical on 17/09. I'm trying to occupy my mind with other things like studying. But sometimes it just doesn't work, it really doesn't. It'll never 'blow over' like you said it would. Not for a super duper long time.

I realised that running also helps me to not think abt it. I got like super duper a lot of things to say and do, but when i see you i just don't feel like saying anything. IDK WHY ! OMG ! It feels weird going to school now, knowing what has happened and all. How much everything could change in just a couple weeks. We've not talked for at least 2 weeks. And my guess is that you wanto keep things this way. I'll return something to you soon, it doesn't belong to me and will never will. I shouldn't even have it in th first place, you have something too but you don't have to return it. You can burn it, tear it or whatever but just don't give it back to me, i don't want it anymore. I didn't see you wearing it that day like i always used to see. I never thought things could change this quickly just cos of one freaking stupid mistake. I really hate it now, i'm hating every second of it. Its like i have this water storage inside me and whenever i think of what happened to us i just can't help it but cry. Why? Why can't we walk through this problem hand-in-hand like we used to? I thought what we had between us was stronger than any problem. I took it for granted. And now its too late to regret, i really hate myself. I hate myself for causing you so much trouble all this while and i hate myself for not being able to let go. I'm not strong enough. I still love you, Love. And i'm missing you every second i'm not with you. I'm sorry.

I'll be your friend and you'll me mine.
We'll talk and laugh about anything and everything under th sun okay?
Just anything but this, please.

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