You deserve more.

//Edited Okay, i officially give up on chinese oral. I don't care if i'm th first person or if i don't know how to read like 80% of th words cos i NEED to sleep :D I'm gonna study for lit and emath tmrw, hopefully. And plz pray for tmrw :D Thanks :) ____________________________________________________________ Me and Abby :D

Friday had semi's for 4by1 and they got into th finals :D Just that we think its somewhat not fair, especially to CHIJ KC. But even if we wanto give up our placing, there is nothing we can do so we'll just run our best and show th others what we've got x) Denise came over, but th race over alr. Haha, supposed to go for cell with her and Nicole but ended too late. Went for dinner with Amirah, Caryn, Hillary, Grace and Camilla at Lot1. Home-ed with th same people but i alighted at yio chu kang cos daddy and mommy picking me up from there. Then cos idk anything abt yio chu kang mrt i ask Amirah to alight with me x) Haha, she really alight with me then she take bus from there :) Saturday is like sleeping day :D I sleep th earliest on friday night but i wake up th latest and somemore sleep in th afternoon :x HAHA, don't laugh at me. Idk why but i like cannot sleep enough, i'm forever tired. Sunday church and had lunch at bedok south. And idk why also but i nowadays don't really like to talk much, like i'll rather keep quiet and listen to other people talk :) Monday Amirah taught me physics :D Haha, she managed to teach me until chapter 2. I really don't understand physics. But i think we ended up talking more :D Home-ed with her that day. Stayed back with Kim and Cristy while waiting for Amirah :) Pretty but horny girl :) -she looks like she wanto jump down x)

Ytd had training at sr and some gross people was there. G-R-O-S-S ! ~~StareL~~ook somemore lah, th more you look th more i'll continue x) Haha, i think only Amirah and Hillary will know. And mrLim changed th positions for th 4by1 team so now i'm running. Like th FINALS is on thursday and he changed on tuesday, we only have 1 chance to practice. Camilla 'fell' on th 2nd full run x) Haha, i'm kind enough not to say anything more lor :D We were like watching th jc people do circuit training and its damn funny, haha. Wento for dinner with Amirah, Caryn and Camilla. Meet many many people there, haha. Home-ed by myself on 153 :D And Amirah msg-ed me, haha. Long long story that some people only know :D Today is like no fan and aircon day and fruits day. Haha, clique ran to th toilet before th prefect can ask anything. Had english test and physics test, and physics test was on chapter 4 and 5. So i somewhat copied Abby's paper for physics x) Amath was boring and i was drawing with my crazy amath partner :D I love her :D My ever so crazy, full of ideas, amath partner :D :D

Maybe somethings have to be said no matter how hard it hurts or what th consequences are. Cos i don't think not saying anything at all and pretending that nothing is happening isn't gonna change anything, so its either we talk this out or i'll just walk out. I don't care anymore cos right now, you don't even seem to matter to me. So maybe you should just get a life that doesn't involve flirting and move on cos i may not be there when you look back.