You deserve more.

im super screwed ,
i really need someone who'll listen to me ,

help me and comfort me .

i almost cried when i got back my math test .

den i've got to do D&T project ,
and literature project .

i cant afford to slack now .

i cant fail math and chinese anymore .

if i dont get my combi ,

i think i will really cry .

i've got mixed feelings lahs .

im not supposed to show my 'weak' side to anyone .

cos i find it hard to trust certain people after wad they did to me .

im supposed to be know as the 'happy go lucky' one ,

not the 'mugging your ass off' one .

but dats wad i've been doing .

i dont like it but i cant help it .
im lagging behind everybody .

i've gotta catch up ,
i really cant afford to not understand anything .

i dont usually feel this way ,
but i need a tutor ,
for math ,

and every other subject .

i need someone to teach me and give me assignments .

i'll feel weird if thr's nth to do .

i wanna revise but idk how to .

i wanna improve ,

but im always deproving .

some people say im too stress ,
maybe ,

maybe not .

maybe cos i've really got a lot of things on my mind ,

not only school work .

i thought i could handle it ,

looks like i was wrong .

im falling sick D;

P.S i guess your promise is not valid anymore .